"go ahead" *he said with a straight face*
His gun was still pointed at me,his hands didn't moved an inch,as if he knew what he was doing! As soon as that word came out of his mouth,the stage was in deep silence,i clenched my hand,and i sat down and...
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I went to the bathroom,and went under the shower right away,the floor was slippery.
The shower came in view,Switching it on, I felt a rush of relief as the warm water hit my skin, showering all over me. Each drop was making me super relaxed,making me to want more of them. I took the shampoo out of the shelve beside me,it was almost finished,i tried squeezing it out as much as possible,the leftovers.
and thankfully alot actually came out of it,it was pretty unexpected. the fragrance of lavender and jasmine serrounded me all around,making me take a deep breathe to take more of it.
The sweet aroma of the shampoo took alot quicker to spread around the bathroom,It was refreshing,and i liked it.
i quickly started to massage it all over my hair,on the scalp, and everywhere. Then conditioner,after that body wash. I quickly came out of the shower as soon as I was done,slightly tip toed, i could feel the smell of soft fragrance of lavender mixed with jasmine around me,making me sniff for more. the water was dripping away from me. my hair was all wet,giving of a sexy vibe. I took a bathrob and wore it quickly,staring at myself at the mirror infront of me,opened the drawer and took out my dryer. It was a quick shower but it took quite a long to finish. Now i feel fresh, better,better than before.
I went to my room to do some journaling, putting the music "mountains dew" in the background, vibin' to it
I took out my favourite diary, a bit of a edgy vibe, a kuromi sticker printed on top of the hardcover making it look realistic and expensive but adorable!
I took out my pen,and started to jott down what happened recently,some surprising events? ofcourse would write about that guy from earlier too!
I miss you forever...
Scribbles...
Then,a few drop of tears fell on my journal,making the letters fade,as it was written by a inked pen, hiding the sentence I wrote just a while ago,just like i hided my feelings deep inside me. making the feelings fade as if it was nothing,nothing to me,to the world and to that specific one. Shit... Maybe i haven't gotten over it yet, I quickly Wiped my tears as if it was nothing,as if I was strong,a strong woman. but deep down I was still a human,A human who longed for love and care,at some point in life,NOMATTER how much I kept my cool infront of others,it didn't matter,i knew I needed to call my girls to get comforted,a slight smile formed in my mouth as i realized i was not alone,I had my girls too,tears rolled down my cheek again.
waiting for that moment,when I'll be finally free from these melancholic feelings,the feelings which are unnecessary, unnecessary to the world.
I felt myself breaking apart by the unnecessary memories hidden inside me. Those sweet days flashed into my mind,making my eyes filled with tears.
It was supposed to be just a mini crush but maybe I was wrong, it Became more than that. I was wrong from the starting,I was never right. at the end i knew that.
The truth which was unspeakable,which was unexplainable,and unexpected and yet silent,I still wanted to deny it,even now! I want to deny it...
Only if i could deny it...
Hope...
Better to hide it then people thinking I'm trying to seek attention!
sometimes i wonder,Where are you right now,
what you are doing,what you think about me, everything. Even the thought,that did i ever crossed your mind, Like you do.
Nevermind...
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