chapter:-5 hopeless and helpless

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I went to sleep afterwards,as if nothing happened earlier.
I stared at the clock before wrapping myself completely in my cosy blanket,
As if i was expecting for something,for someone's text.
my dad's text!

realising the reality i quickly closed my eyes, which were again filled with tears.
Tears of melancholy or regret?I had no idea about that,all i knew was that I was hopeless,and helpless.

Nevermind, noone's perfect, including their genes and lifestyle.
Noone can control it so it is okay I guess?
Maybe...

I woke up at 11:00 Am by the sound of the alarm,
Realising i overslept,and was late for my university.
Shit... It is my last year here at my university,and I'm lacking so much, it'd surely affect my future,
I inner cried thinking that.

Life became so busy and hectic after my teen years ended.

I needed to go to my internship at the bar afterwards,ughh...
A part time job,to manage my apartments pending bills!
I groaned in frustration.
I'm just done with my life,can't help but live,To support my only family,
My dad!

I jumped out of my bed,as I stared at the clock again,after realising that I'm wasting time.
I began to brush my teeth,looking at myself at the mirror,i looked like a ghost right now,
the soft bristles against my teeth made a sound which sounded like i was doing some kind of torture to my precious teeths.
i quickly took a quick shower and heated up my frozen food,which was my breakfast for today since I have no time left for myself to make some shit to feed myself,let's call it a diet for now.

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At University-

I was busy in my phone while I was passing the entrance of my university.

The university,
which I was dying to get enrolled from months,only to realise it was nothing fun that showed like in the media.
Nevermind,making mistakes are okay...

Sipping at my hot americano i bought from the Starbucks,the one i found while on my way to the university.

I stared up as I heard a familiar voice getting closer to me,oh there was more.

Oh there they were,my girls,
Nevada and evé,
My protectors,and my only friends i currently had.

Seeing them lighted up my day right away, forming a soft smile on my mouth.
I quickly cocked my head up and gestured them to come closer.
Evé came running to me,like a kid, and hugged me right away,I hugged her back,while Nevada slowly reached up to me,still was on that dark feminine woman energy, only me and evé knew the reality behind that dark feminine woman,a totally sweet girl.
i chuckled while thinking that.

"ah,I missed you alot princess Charlotte"
Evé said while cutely chuckling,well she might look super cute and the nicest,but when it comes to some serious situation,then she's the one who tries to handle it all by herself, totally our second mother.
"i missed yaa alot too"
I replied to evé pinching her cheeks as my eyes went to Nevada,who was chewing a bubblegum,
"give me one"

My hand gestured her to lend it to me

"Here"
She replied coming closer to me as she gave one of them to evé too.

"well... Don'ts you think you have something to explain to us?"

Evé said with a serious look on her face,i got confused,and scared too,what if it was related to my missions.

"what do you mean?"

I asked her,confused but nervous

"chill out,that was just a joke"

Evé replied,my Soul got relieved hearing her reply.

"well ahmm... New spying missions ongoing?"

She said in a teasing tone,

"yes,this time it seems far more important and tough to complete,but I'll try to work on it"

I replied to her

"ah who's it this time?"

She asked holding my hand,

"um...Aden Ezekiel"

I said while hesitating, deciding whether to tell them or not,but i ended up telling them though,

"whatttt!!??? Aden Ezekiel of all???"

She replied,making a shocked expression,

"umm... Yes?"

My expression was almost like as if what's wrong in it,even I knew what was different in it,but still!

She held my hand tightly,

"please bring us there this time,you always reject but please,it'd be exciting you know?I love doing adventurous things,if i mess up anything I'll surely take responsibilities"

She said while making the hold of her hand a bit tighter, pleading.

I looked away breaking the eye contact,

"please...? Only for this time"

She said requesting,eyes all pleading.

"yes,yes whatever "

I said while softly chuckling,I couldn't resist her pleading eyes.

then my expression changed back to that usual poker face when I saw that popular girl of the whole uni, we made a eye contact,she smiled and i smiled back at her nodding slightly.

We had something in between us in the past,well Im not in the mood to recall all of that shit though,can't help but not bring up that awfully brutal incident.

I quickly looked back to my girls, standing there like they were waiting for me to look back and go with them to the class I'm being late for... Oh shit!!! Im being late,
My expression quickly panicked and I looked at them gesturing to them that I'm getting late for my morning class,which im unable to miss because it's super important,oh for fucks sake why it only happens with me,i swore and reached my class humming my favourite song "cinnamon girl".

for you to know,I'm in the designing branch,studying designing currently,
my dream!
my happiness
my relief
my motivation
My comfort...

Evé:-

Nevada:-

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Nevada:-

                                   𝙏𝙤 𝘽𝙚 𝘾𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙚𝙙

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