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Was it really that bad that I had a crush on him? Everyday I looked at him with longing shimmering in my eyes. Would he make fun of me if he knew? Or even harass me for my feelings? What if I just told him? I covered my face with my hands at the thought of him already knowing what was going on in my mind. Was that why he had already been looking at me in arts class this week when I tried to glance at him secretly? I didn't know. And the fact that I didn't made me go crazy. What if what if what if? My mind felt like a carousel even when I only heard his name. Overthinking all of my thoughts I went to sleep every night.
But it still was just a silly crush wasn't it?

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