New Year new luck. Maybe we will get closer this year. Maybe not.
Today he nearly fell over me as i picked up a badminton ball. I started to laugh hysterically and felt like I was about to die spontaneously. As I stood up I felt the blood shove into my face. I even started shaking.
I hope he didn't notice...
Sometimes I wonder if he likes me too. I mean probably not. Even the thought of him feeling the same as l do makes my mind go crazy. Sometimes I wish he'd like me too and as I catch myself overthinking again I wonder how it would be to hug him or even kiss him. And still I shouldn't have high hopes on that because I'm certain that that will never happen.
But I still want to feel what it's like to fall in love so desperately. Maybe that's why I like romance books so much. Maybe that's why I prefer reading about falling in love than going out with my friends.
YOU ARE READING
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Roman d'amourThose are just my feelings right now. The chapters are short and will come in irregular. And btw "he" underlined and "he" written in cursive are two different guys. I just didn't want to use the real names and couldn't think of good other names. H...
