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I hate the way he still makes me blush like the first time he asked me to ft.
I dont understand how I still have the time difference in my phone.
I dont know why I cant even vent to anyone anymore and that the only people I vent to are random people. 
I hate how the thought of him makes me wanna slit my wrists. 
And that his smile makes me wanna rip my hair out. 
And I dislike that this verse makes me sound like I wanna kill myself. I dont. 

Im lost and I haven't been since last year. 
I dont know where to go. 
I dont know what to think. 
And I dont know how to make it through. 

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