No muse,no inspiration.
I'm currently looking out the window,bored out of my mind to do anything,even scribble or doodle admst the prof's lecture.
Blah,blah,blah..
Should i be happy that the dreams are only coming occasionally now?i don't know people tend to think a lot when they're alone.
I was alone the whole two moths after the accident,finding escape and solace in places that either weren't safe or didn't t exist at all.the dreams came every fucking day,maybe I'm just in too much of a reality right now to conjure up shit in my head when i sleep.
But I can't deny that sore feeling in my chest,i rub it and drink some water.I feel a little overwhelmed when i think about the fact that i miss seeing him in my dreams.
How embarrassing right?
He wasn't two shit good for me,but then i somehow feel like he's a part of me I can't erase no matter what.
My phone vibrates,jerking me into the present.i fully expected that it would be Liz's cause she did text a few minutes ago.
Unknown -Hi sweet😁
That makes me smile.
Me-Yeom 🤡
Unknown-You hurt me sweet,btw are you attending class rn?
Me-Sorry love,and yep.how did you get my number anyway?
Unknown-Have my ways😎
Me-I trust it's legal
Unknown-It is.wanna go out for lunch and take the rest of the day off?
That made me sigh in relief.finally i had a reason to get out of my head..
Me-I'll bring Liz?
Unknown-Booked a ticket for her too
That was really thoughtful.
Me-Tickets?where are we going?
Unknown-Eat lunch,drive around and go the town fair later
Me-Done.see you in parking lot?
Unknown-Yep👍🏻
Wow.I've wanted to go there since i heard that it's the biggest one this year.
Plus,it's been about a week since i last saw them.that fateful awesome evening where i had the whole future planned out for Bibi and Rune.its funny to think about it right now but I'm the kind of person who thrives on plotting nonexistent plots,so that means that i really am shipping them in secret.
Imagine Rune getting a normal girlfriend from college,nope.that would be boring,and disappointing.
But I can't say right?anything can happen after all,what is destined for us will find us.
With the same smile i eagerly text Liz.
Me-Wanna skip classes after lunch?💩
Izel Nonsense-Yea,yea,yea phulease
Me-Yeom texted that he has tickets for the town fair this eve,let's go?meet me after class at the parking lot
For a moment i stared at my phone,bouncing my legs and waiting.as each second passed my smile grew smaller and smaller.i waited for a minute without beat and frowned.
She's busy maybe.
After a little while my phone vibrated with a text again,but within i could see the text Liz un send it.that made me nervous.she is never the one to un send something like that.
Me-Liz?you okie?
After another minute passed she texted.
Izel Nonsense-Yeah
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