Sessions (Jake Webber + Johnnie guilbert)

Chapter 6

Tw: sexual harassment

Over the past few days, nothing has really happened. Jake and I have just being hanging out, and recording videos. Right now we are on the couch, watching TV. "Jake.. I'm bored. Can we do something?" I ask. "Um.. im kind of.. tired.. we can cuddle if you want." He says. I climb into his arm and we start cuddling. We start to make out. But this make out is different. Greediness and selfishness are imprinted on our lips, but we are still slowly making out. "Jake..." I mumble. "Hm?" He hums. "I.. i l-lo.. um .. never mind.." I stutter. He takes my chin I and makes me look into his eyes. "Your so pretty" he whispers, then crashes his lips into mine. I lean in and deepen the kiss. "Your so beautiful, Jake.." I say. He blushes. He says something under his breath, but I couldn't hear it. "What?" I ask. "Nothing." He says, and holds my waist. "Um.. Sam and Colby are having a little party.. we have to get ready soon.." he tells me. "Oh.. ok. Can we just-.... Stay like this? For a second?" I ask. He nods and kisses me.

"Let's get ready.." he says. We walk to my room and sit down on the two chairs, doing our make up while looking in the vanity.

"You ready??" He asks. I nod.

We are at the party, and honestly nothing is really happening. I get up to go get a drink,. Someone pushes me up against the fridge, roughly. "Hey Johnnie, I saw you with your little boy toy. Wanna go upstairs, and ditch him?" They ask. "Get off." I mumble. "Let's go.." he says, and drags me upstairs. I try to make him get off, but he's strong as fuck. He drags me into a room, throw me on the bed, and shuts the door. He gets on the bed mad starts kissing my neck. "GET OFF OF ME..". I cry. "Nope.. don't think I will, cutie.." he says. I try pushing him off, but it doesn't work. Suddenly, the door opens. It's Jake. "The fuck? Brennen? Get off of him." He yells at the dude, which I can only guess his name is Brennen. Jake starts punching him, causing him to get off of me, and fall to the ground. "J-Jake.." i mumble.

I don't know how, but we made it home. Jake was drunk as hell, so that was weird how we perfectly made it home. "Are you okay?" He asks. I shake my head, "im.. scared." He hugs me. "Don't worry.. your safe with me, love." He says, and kisses me. I smile and hug him back. "Your so pretty. I'm sorry that happened." He whispers. "I-it's okay.." I murmur. "Just.. go to sleep. We can talk tomorrow, love." He tells me. I nod. I fall asleep, and dream of him. As expected.

"Johnnie.. wake up please. We have to record today." Jake says. I wake up, and groan, "i don't wanna!" "We have to. Cmon. We're only gonna record for like 15 minutes. Then we can chill for the rest of the day, alright?" He explains. I sigh, and get up.

We are recording. He does his weird little intro. "Anyways. What should we bake first?" He asks. "Oh. These look kinda good." I say, picking up a random baking kit. "Rice crispy treats? Alright we'll try I guess.." He giggles, and opens the box.

Halfway into baking it, he starts yelling at me cause I did something wrong. "Why'd you mess it up, dumbass." He says. I shrug and laugh a little, even though it hurts. "Whatever." He mumbles. I keep smiling throughout the video, because I know fans are weird. Anytime I show any type of emotion when Jake yells at me, they are like 'He looked so hurt.' 'Aw he look a little down.' Like who wouldn't be? I'm getting yelled at for doing something wrong. I thought it was funny. It wasn't though, he got mad. He's always mad when I do something wrong. Like it's okay to be mad but yelling at me? The hell? "Johnnie are you alright dude?" Jake asks. "Oh. Help my bad I was j-just thinking." I giggle, and sigh. 

We finish recording and cleaning everything up. We're just chilling on my bed. "I'll edit later.. are you okay?" He asks, looking a bit worried. "Um.. yeah. I'm just a little tired." I lie. "Okay. Well.. we can go back to sleep if you'd like." He says. I nod, "Oh um.. you don't have to. But I am." He nods. I lay down, and close my eyes. But I can't stop thinking. Does he even like me? Am I just a place holder until he finds a girlfriend? Should I even like him? I start crying, silently. "Hey.. hey shh.. it's okay." Jake says, putting down his phone and cuddling me. I hug him, tightly. "It's okay. Just go to sleep." He whispers. "I.. okay." I mumble. I'll just sleep for a couple minutes.. I close my eyes, struggling to sleep. But eventually I do.

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A/N SORRY GUYS IF IY DOESNT MAKE SENSE CS UH ITS NEE YERS EVE N IM KINDA DRUNK LMAO I JS WANTED TO UPDATE A LITL E BIT 😭