𝐈 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || ʜᴇᴇᴊᴀᴋᴇ

Chapter One

A/N: .......... um. *brain malfunction* okay so.... idk. Omg.... there's like.... uhhh...... suggestive stuff, yeah.

Before anyone gets confused.... "~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~" is to signal a memory. Okay? Okay. Lets gaur

Sunghoon and Sunoo had their happy ending. Jungwon and Jay were on good terms, seemingly happier than ever.

Even Ni-ki was smiling more these days.

As for Jake and Heeseung?

Well...

They hadn't spoken much since that night.

Why?

They had their reasons.

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When Jake first opens his eyes, he's met with... hair. This is not unusual, especially when he sleeps with Ni-ki; the boy didn't know personal space while sleeping.

The next thing he notices is that the blanket is softer than usual. He's shirtless. Also not that unusual, he's slept without a shirt several times. Most of them have.

What is unusual is the feeling of the soft blanket on his bottom half. He always wears pants, or at least shorts.

The most unusual part; the part that makes his heart start racing; is the pressure against his side. A hand placed his hip, fingers dangerously close to his butt.

A hand.

On his bare skin.

Bare.

Right, no clothes on.

Jake moves his head away from the hair to see who it belongs to.

It's the oldest member, Heeseung. Of course it is, who else would it be? It all comes back to him.

Jake had asked for it, of course. He remembered that. He remembered their clothes being tossed onto the floor.

He also remembered that Heeseung had kept his word. He was not gentle. He remembered every touch, every kiss, every word Heeseung had muttered in his ear; even though he was almost gone from pleasure.

Jake feels his heart beating harder and decides that he needs to move. Now.

He moves gently, pulling away from Heeseung, ignoring the fact that Heeseung was also still completely naked. He slides off the bed, grabbing his clothes from the floor before rushing to the bathroom. He ignores the intense soreness and takes a shower, slightly comforted by the hot water.

He dries off quickly and slips his pants on, still unsure of why he was trying to rush. It just felt like he needed to. His heart drops when he finally looks at his reflection. His breathing quickens as his eyes skim over each mark; each bruise forming on his otherwise perfect skin. He swallows and looks down at his shaky hands.

What had he done?

He jerks when the bathroom door opens. It's not Heeseung.

"Holy shit." Sunghoon mumbles, taking in the sight of Jake's upper body. Jake doesn't respond, he just looks down, avoiding Sunghoon's eyes.

"Jake..." Sunghoon says quietly, closing the door behind him, leaving the two of them alone in the bathroom.

"Does it hurt? It looks like... they hurt." He asks softly, studying the red, darkening spots on Jake's side.