A/N: It's the fact that this chapter has been finished for literally 4 months but I just forgot to post it- (Not proof read)
"You're so beautiful, Jake. So perfect for me. Fuck." Heeseung's deep voice groans in his ear. Jake barely registers any of it, barely aware of what was happening, completely blinded by pleasure. He gasps when he feels Heeseung's lips return to his neck.
"I want-" Jake doesn't hear the rest of Heeseung's sentence; can't hear anything at all over the sound of his own voice, body shaking underneath the older.
Jake opens his eyes and groans.
"Shit." He mumbles, quickly making his way to the bathroom to change. Second time this week. Fifth time this month.
Jake sighs and decides to go to the living room; he wasn't going to be able to go back to sleep anyway. He walks in on Sunghoon and Sunoo sleeping on the couch. Sunoo is lying mostly on top of Sunghoon, his head resting on Sunghoon's chest. That was common, it was known now that Sunoo liked the sound of heartbeats.
Jake stands in the door, studying the younger boys. They looked peaceful, bodies completely relaxed against each other. Sunghoon's arm is wrapped around Sunoo's waist, holding him close as they sleep.
"Jake...?" Jake jerks at the sound of another voice and looks across the room to see Ni-ki standing in the kitchen. Jake motions for the younger to follow him out onto the balcony.
"Why are you awake?" Jake asks once they're outside.
"I slept all day yesterday after my flight, so now I'm not tired." Ni-ki explains, "What about you?"
"Just... a dream..." Jake mumbles, scratching his neck.
"A nightmare?"
"Not... no?"
"A good dream?"
"I... I'm not... I don't know if it's... good?"
"Did you have a wet dream?" Ni-ki asks with a low chuckle. He stops when Jake doesn't respond, Jake's cheeks flush and he looks away.
"Oh... sorry." Ni-ki mutters. They stand in silence for a moment.
"It's not bad... you know? Like... it's... normal?"
"It's not normal for me, Ni-ki. I don't like having them." Jake explains, keeping his eyes focused on the distance, and not on the younger member.
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FanfictionJake has never loved someone before, and he's convinced that he's just... unable to. Heeseung is open about his love for Jake. Jake wants to love Heeseung back, but his heart continues to stay silent. What will it take to make Jake fall? Unless...