Well it's been an interesting few months. For some reason Anna got back with Jack. The story told me he "changed" yeah okay. Well it bothers me, I'm trying to be more open with my mental health and my thoughts mostly due to the urging from Anna. I started dating Saraya really as a way to not think about it.
I know y'all are probably thinking "Why aint you with Skye?" Well I'm not just gonna be with her as a distraction. She deserves better then that. Anyways I just back threw the courtain after beating some job guy. When I come back through, I hug and kiss Saraya.
Saraya: Good job love.
Me: Thanks baby...
I go hang out with her and the rest of the outcasts. We're sitting in catering when my phone goes off and it's Anna. Obviously I'm gonna answer my bestfriend when she texts.
*Anna And I's Conversation*
Anna Banana❤: I see all the outcasts get attention. What do I gotta do to get some attention from a real bad boy??🥺🥺
Anna Banana❤: Oh I know...
Anna Banana❤: Can I get some attention now huh pretty boy??😘😘
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Me: Where you at??
Anna Banana❤: At makeup with Tay. Come hang out.
Me: Comin Anna Banana❤
*End Of Our Conversation*
I get up and kiss Raya's head.
Me: I'm gonna go hang out with Anna Banana. I'll see you later babe.
Saraya: Ok. Bye love.
I get up and leave to go find Anna while the girls have Conversations.
*With The Outcasts*
Saraya: God I hate that.
Ruby: What?
Saraya: The way he is with Anna. It's like I have to schedule time with him. Even if I do if Anna texts or calls him, I get forgotten about. It's so stupid.
Toni: No it's not.
Saraya: Yes it is.
Toni: No it's not. She's bringing J back.
Saraya: What do you mean?
Toni: I've know J since he was like 15. Everything he's been through, he's always smiled and laughed and made sure everyone was okay. He always had this light in him no matter if he was busting apart at the seems internally. That is until Jay passed away. Jay was the closest thing J had to a dad in his life. I remember the only times JJ would work in Japan was if the Briscoes were working there too. He followed Jay around everywhere. Wherever big Jay was, little J was right behind and vice versa. When Jay passed away, J's light turned off. Liv tried, Skye tried, even I tried but nobody could turn his light back on. When he met Anna, his light flickered. Over time she's been the one that turned it back on.
Saraya kinda scoffed.
Saraya: Whatever. I should be the one that can turn his light on. I'm his girlfriend not her. I'm so sick of this. He's gonna have to choose me or her.
*Back With Me*
I walked up to makeup and when Anna saw me, she smiled before running and jumping into my arms.
Anna: Jack Rabbit!
Me: Anna Banana!
She runs and jumps into my arms into a huge hug.
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Once she gets down, she grabs my hand and makes me sit down by Tay.
Me: Hey Tay.
Tay: Hey JJ.
We make small talk for a while before Saraya comes up to me. She grabs my face and kissed me.
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Saraya: Let's go.
Me: Okay baby. Bye Tay. Bye Anna Banana.
Tay: Bye JJ.
Anna: Bye Jack Rabbit.
Saraya grabs my hand and pretty much drug me to the car. I didn't really say anything the car ride to the hotel. Once we're back in our room, I can tell that Saraya is pissed off.
Me: What's wrong baby?
Saraya: Nothing!
Me: Something is up so what is it?
Saraya: You want the truth? I'm tired of you and Anna. You always drop everything the moment she calls or texts. You smile way more not only that but you laugh and talk way more when she's around. It makes me wonder if I'm your girlfriend or is Anna your girlfriend.
Me: You serious?
Saraya: Yes I'm serious.
Me: Wow she's my bestfriend.
Saraya: You two act like you're dating or something. I'm so sick of seeing it so you're gonna have to pick either her or me.
I don't even say anything. I just grab my bag and leave. I get an uber to the airport. I fly out to miami. How could she even ask me to pick between them two? I don't think I'm gonna be seen or heard from for a while.