I've been in South Beach in Miami all week. I've been at the beach most of the time just thinking. My phones been off all week. The only time I left the beach was to go home and go to sleep. When I woke up, I'd wake up and get in the shower before getting dressed and going back to the beach. When I was at the beach, I'd just stare out at the waves and think about everything.
On one hand there's Saraya who up until this point has been an amazing girlfriend. But then there's Anna, who has been nothing but warm, patient, and loving since I've met her. I know I'm gonna have to pick one but I know whoever I don't pick I'm gonna hurt. I don't want to hurt either one but I know I'm gonna have too.
I love being here at the beach because it's the only clarity I get but it never lasts long. My thoughts stay jumbled but they always revolve around two people, Anna Banana and Raya. This is why I love when I'm finally able to calm my brain enough to go to sleep. When I'm asleep, I don't have to think about the hardest decision of my life.
Well it's Wednesday so I have to go to TV. I really don't want too but I gave my word I'd be there so I'm gonna be there. I got my bag packed and I got on the plane.
*At The Arena*
When I got here, I made a B line for the boiler room. I found the deepest darkest corner before sitting down. I then texted Tony.
*Tony And I's Conversation*
Me: Do I need my gear?
TK: No you don't need it. You'll just be running in to help the BCC.
Me: Cool.
*End Of Our Conversation*
I turned my phone off and just sat in the corner before my time was here. I put my hood on and stood in Gorilla until my music hit.
*In The Ring*
The House of Black were beating up The BCC before the lights go down and...
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I took off running down the ramp as Brody rolled out to try to head me off. I sprinted at him before hitting him with a spear.
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I got up and jumped in the ring before hitting Buddy with "Broken Dreams".
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I nipped up and ran at Malakai and hit a bicycle knee.
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I picked him up and butterfly his arms before lifting him up and hitting a "Death Rider".
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The boys all get up before Mox and I dap up and hug. We all roll out of the ring and walk to the back.
*Backstage*
I walk back with Mox and once we get back to Gorilla, we hug again.
Mox: Can't wait to kick ass with you again little bro.
I laugh at him.
Me: Me too Mox.
Tony then thanks us and we walk back. Saraya is walking with a purpose with the rest of the Outcasts. She finally meets me and...
