i wonder why is he sitting and not you know...cuddling with me? i say "well good morning cutie" he groans "mm good morning" i instantly get considered on why he's just bleh and not up beat. i ask him if anything is wrong and he sigh's deeply "it's just i don't feel like we should be getting you know like too romantic" i widen my eyes in confusion "well certainly we could fix that right?" he lets out another sigh but even deeper "it's that i guess you could say i'm toxic..." i try understanding what he's trying to mean by that "more explaining please" he lays back into the couch "i just tend to lose feelings really fast and you're such a sweet person that you don't deserve a guy like me so i think it's best to just be friends and not romantic", i freeze knowing that i actually felt in love and not 99% more of 100%. i rush home slamming his front door Heartbroken, I leave and head home, feeling dejected and betrayed. It seems like love always ends in disappointment. he try's calling me and
