Is he mine?

Chapter 4

"WHATT!!!"

"SO YOU GUYS ARE A COUPLE NOW?!!!?!??" Anshika and Prisha exclaimed

"I'M HAPPY SO FUCKING MUCHH!!" I lied. or maybe I was. I don't know

today, after school, Ananny,a told us that she agreed to Dhruv's confession and they're a couple now. I was happy that my friends are happy but I'm sad that I can't be with him. ever again.

"hey boron. I'm sorry I didn't get to tell you today. I suppose you already know that!" Dhruv texted me.

"heyy! no.... I don't think I know. what is it??" I pretended I didn't know anything because I wanted to listen to it from him. I don't know why but I just did.

"Alright so stay still. don't shout. SHE ACCEPTED MY PROPOSAL!! AYESHA ACCEPTED MY FREAKING PROPOSAL!! OH MY GOD, I'M GONNA FAINT! I'M LITERALLY ON CLOUD NINE RIGHT NOW!!" he replied.

"great! tha- that's just great!" This was all I could say before I switched my phone off.

my heart broke. but I'm happy because maybe he is. or at least I still have him as a friend? maybe. I don't know. I don't know whether I should cry for him, or if I should be happy for him. I don't know whether I should tell everyone but maybe it is too late for that or just see him fading away. My emotions are mixed right now. I can't figure out what I genuinely feel.

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a few hours later........

I'm finally switching on my phone. he must've called me at least 10 times... I should call him back.

"oh" I almost cried.

I opened my phone to see that he hadn't even texted me. It wasn't like that. whenever I go offline while talking to him, he always calls me to see if I'm alright....

after hesitating for a few minutes.... I finally decided to text him.

"hey bro! wydd" I texted him

"heloooo" he replied.

"Why are you typing like that? that's not  like you..." it's- it's her."

"Oh yeah.... I just got used to it because of her."

"Well...that's nice. since when you've been talking to her?" I asked.

"Umm...not sure, maybe since you last texted me? ... well, I'll talk to you later...I'm talking to her right now and you know I can't talk to two people at a time. I'm terrible at multitasking." he replied with a laughing emoji.

I didn't know what to say so I just sent him a 'bye'.

I'm glad that they both are getting along pretty well. or maybe I'm not. I think I'm losing him as a friend too. I never imagined that he would become like this one day. NEVER.

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It's been a week, and we still haven't talked. It's not like we've stopped talking or had a fight but he's just too busy with her that he barely even talks to me. Or whenever we talk, it's all about her. We don't talk about stupid things anymore or talk about the 'mean group' we used to talk about. It's not the same now. and I'm missing that terribly. It's not like I didn't imagine this, but I didn't know that he wouldn't text me unless I do. I just miss the old him.

Actually, for the first two-three days, Ayesha was a little jealous from me.... because she is his girlfriend, and he was giving most of his attention to me...she told me directly...and I kind of got hurt. I just stopped talking to both and I got to know that someone told Dhruv about it. So,Dhruv told me that I'm always his best friend no matter what. but as you know love can change people so much that sometimes you can't even recognize them.