Is he mine?

Chapter 6

"hi boron!!!" Dhruv waved towards me as I entered my class and as I was walking towards my group, he grabbed and pulled me towards him,  "you better come in my birthday party...I have a special surprise for you" he said and winked at me. Before I can say anything, everyone started "ooohhhhhh" and I was forced to get back to my group. The whole day I kept thinking about what would he do when I'll say it to him...Today I was going to do something that no one literally NO ONE would ever expect me to do.         

In the evening-                                                                                                                                                                         I am shifting to Germany due to my mom's transfer and my flight's on dhruv's birthday. My last few months weren't good in this school. Not like my friends weren't nice but it was all because of Dhruv. Basically, in the last 3 months, Dhruv proposed me twice! yes fucking two times!!! I literally cried both of the times but still never stopped talking to him even though my friends told me to. Plus even after his breakup, he used to tell me that he misses Anannya and he wants to talk to her and stupid me, for his happiness, I requested Anannya to talk to him and be friends with him. And as you can guess, after that most of our talks were about her. I was now tired of all this shit and wanted to restart my life as I move to Germany. So today, I decided to fight with him , say all the mean things to him so that he would never talk to me ever again. I didn't tell him that I'm moving to Germany, I mean why should I. But ofcourse I told my friends and also asked them not to tell him. Now since I'm quite bad at using rude language, I asked Anannya for help.  She sent me texts and I forwarded them to Dhruv. We were on a meet call and I was sharing me screen so that she can send me messages according to his reply.

Ipshita- "Dhruv, I can't talk to you anymore"

Dhruv- whyyyy!!

Ipshita- " tu Ayesha ke baare me bahot baat karta hai and ab excess ho raha hai and I'm not gonna listen to it anymore" ( you talk about Ayesha a lot and it's crossing the limit now)

Dhruv- Arre sorryyyyy abse nahi karunga uske bare me baat kabhi bhi!! I'm really very sorry             Boron!" ( sorryy I wa=ill never talk about her ever again!)

Ipshita- "sirf wo baat nahi hai yar tu bahut time pass krta hai and mere paas itna time nahi hai ki tere jaise ladke par apna time waste karu. I have so much better things to accomplish in       life unlike you" (it's not just that.  You waste a lot of time and I dont have enough time to waste on someone like you)                  

Dhruv- "aisa kya kiya mainee!! bhaii........." (what did I do!!! Bro......)

Ipshita- "Yaar tujhe is case ki seriousness nahi samajh aa rahi. Mujhe tujhse baat nahi karni and that's fucking it! ab chahe tu Ayesha ke baare me baat kare ya nahi I've had enough"     (You're not getting the seriousness of this case man! I don't wanna ralk to you now and that's fucking it! whether you talk  about her or not I've had enough!"

Dhruv- "Bro please"

Ipshita- "You've said this earlier too that you won't talk about her but i've learnt my lesson when I got to know that you fucking invited her to your birthday! So shut the fuck up and let me mind my own buisiness as you should yours!  so now I don't care about you or your problems anymore and it'll be better if we keep our distance and never talk again. this is the best way i can say this and now consider it as a request or a threat I don't care just    DON'T EVER TAlK TO ME AGAIN!"

Dhruv- "Alright. If that's what you want"

This sentence broke me. I was literally crying while typing this. And I was obviously expecting so much more but this was definitely not something I was expecting. I thought that if he also said something mean to me, I'll feel a little less guily but..

After about half an hour... he texts me                                                                   "And one more thing. agar tujhe lagta hai na ki mai life mein itna incompetant insan hu or kuch achieve nahi kar sakta to ye sochle abhi picture aadhi baki hai. dekhte hain kon kitna capable hai or age kitna successful banta hai and I must thankyou very very much to motivate me to study. or tune aaj realise kraya ki kaun sacha dost hota hai or kaun nahi. So once again thankyou very much Ipshita Jain. ( If you think that I'm such an incompetant person or can't achieve much in life then I must tell you that the movie isn't over yet. Let's see who's more capable and becomes more successful in life and I must thankyou very very mucg to motivate me to study. And today you also made me realise who's a true friend and who's not. So once again thankyou very very much Ipshita Jain. )                                                                                                   
I left him on read.

The day of takeoff-

"You guys ready??" dad said excitedly  "Yes!! You'll be starting a new chapter of your life from now on!" mom exclaimed "Yay I'm so excited!" I said to make them happy. I was happy because I was going to start a new journey and will meet many new people, make new friends, build up my career and so on but one part of my heart was still aching due to the pain of leaving all my friends, cousins, all my favourite childhood and him behind.