𝐋𝐨𝐮 𝐅𝐢𝐭𝐳𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐝
@𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮 : fuck you out know
𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 :
𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐫𝟏 : Some of those lyrics were definitely about Josh and Eli
↳ 𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐫𝟐 : But in general did she not say on live it was for all the hate comments she was getting𝐄𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐚 𝐌𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐲 : sIngInG mY hAtE cOmMeNts
↳ 𝐋𝐨𝐮 𝐅𝐢𝐭𝐳𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐝 : my next youtube video𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 | @𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧
𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : Lou
𝐋𝐨𝐮 : which one of you is
this𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : it's josh
𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : this is the only
account I can message you
off
𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : seeing as you blocked
me on everything else𝐋𝐨𝐮 : Josh you hurt me
𝐋𝐨𝐮 : You chose a band over
me
𝐋𝐨𝐮 : i was your girlfriend
for gods sake𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : then why didnt
you block eli or the bands
account
𝐈𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 : a part of you hoped
i'd come back didn't it𝐋𝐨𝐮 : it doesn't matter now
I've moved on
𝐋𝐨𝐮 : and you should too
JJ⋆ ˚。⋆୨ ʚɞ ୧⋆ ˚。⋆
Lous cheeks felt hot with tears and her throat burned from the cigarette, she had picked up smoking again after leaving Josh. A habit she couldn't quit, just like him.
She began writing, using it as an outlet, a coping mechanism. How Eli ever found this hard confused her, clearly he didn't feel emotion, apart from with Lennie. She had listened to the album, of course she had, she may still be mad at Josh but she still knew there was songs about her on there. But half of it was clearly about her friends.
As she sat on the sofa in her apartment waiting for Barry to text her back, she knew she couldn't love him the way she loved before but it was something to do, someone knew to go out with, smoke a cig with. Whatever she needed he was there, it was nice but there was something incomplete about her life...
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FanfictionA social media fic ❥ in which the guitarist for an irish boyband falls in love with a northern irish singer