Insecurities

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Eye to eye,

a contact I make.

To a version of myself,

that stares at me through the mirror.

The focused gaze moves ,

from the little imperfections on the face,

to this body and these limbs of mine,

the ones that the world admires but I don't.

Filled with confidence with the compliments I receive,

at times, I feel a sense of comfort in myself.

At times an ugly feeling creeps,

and all I wish is to bury myself blankets deep.

Beauty podcast played on repeat,

hundreds of products I experimented on my skin.

Read a poem 'Lipstick on a Pig',

realised I could never be what I had always dreamed to be.

-V

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