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Tamirah shae Green "Toosii" Location: School Time: 11:23 am
"Your done already Toosii?" Ms.Perry smiled at me and I nodded
Since 7:30 I been taking a test for a program at my school called career center
I knew what I wanted to do cosmetology , I could really do it all.
Braid, locs, twits, wigs, sew-in's, nails, even tattoos but I'm not skilled in that department
Just girl art in general, I know it's odd for a "stud" to be one and I honestly wasn't gonna do it but today was the day we checked my mom in and she's won't be here to stop me or to tell me I should get a "man's job" since I wanna be one when she's irritated, And honestly I didn't, I was born with the worng parts you could say, a dick with boobs? Who was I? What I look like being strait with a dick?
That's why I'd consider myself a stem because I still wanted to be a girl just a masculine one, even when I was born I wasn't labeled a female or male I was labeled MGD mixed gonadal dysgenesis
A lot of my identity problems come form it but I didn't mind it anymore, it wasn't like I had anyone to show so why would I care?
"Thank you" I took the food bag from Kell, he'd came to pick me up early so we could check my mom in and still be able to pick up Rico on time
"Your welcome, the hospital will ask an adult to sign off for Rico, it's okay if it's me? If not I can ask my aunt she nice as hell" he said stopping at the red light
"You coo, thank you" I said taking a big bite of my sub making sure I ain't drop my toppings
"That plain ass sandwich, is it good?" He smiled "it's not plain, it got mayo, banana peppers, lettuce, pepperoni, thin cut ham, cheese and allat hop off" I smacked my lips showing off the inside of my sandwich , subway had the best subs they was so fresh
I'm such a foodie, I loved food
"You still nasty" he shrugged "nigga, I'm nasty? You was just eating..kfc" I lifted his half finished cup
"Not too much, them fuckin chicken sandwich's bang" Kell rolled his eyes
"Love be right, you sassy as hell" I laughed hysterically "I'm knowin, they did a lil recap of my sassy 2023 moments on her YouTube" he shrugged smiling
I killed my laughter as we pulled up and seen multiple crackheads walking in and out the apartment
I sighed putting my food away, we said nothing stepping out the car and going up there
"AYE! GET THE FUCK OUT!" Kell's voice boomed, they began to scatter like roaches taking the front and back way out
I seen one tryna walk out with a black trash bag "gimme dat" I huffed taking it
Of course it was filled with food and some of my clothes
"Let's go" I gripped my mothers arm seeing the alarm system broken and the wires ripped
"You take something?" I asked her "no-not yet" she scratched arm
"Be gentle" Kell told me and I nodded, there's a thin line between love and hate, my mom been went over it yet I still hated to see her like this
To know that I've gave up on her and I felt so bad about it, what child gives up on there mother?
"You okay? Hungry?" Kell asked her as i put her in the back seat "I got half a foot long for ya and some ruffles" he smiled
"Yes please..thank you" my mom spoke above a whisper, I couldn't tell if she was bullshitting or if she was regretting her life like she did every couple days
She'd sober up but she still had fucked up ways, she'd do pills instead, she wouldn't take too many. She was always chasing some typa high
"Here" I gave her my school water bottle, it had orange mango juice in it
"Thank you..toot I wa-don't ma...you was just got get some bars again? A SpongeBob? I don't wanna hear your sob story again. All I'm asking is to please try, not even for me or Rico but for yourself, you are pregnant with a fucking miracle child you can still come back from this dumbass shit" I spoke watching her eat in the mirror
"I am baby...I-I seen your daddy today, h-he's out and looking for you" she lightly smiled showing her decent looking teeth
"Don't wanna see him" I mumbled "can we stop at Walmart so I can get-yea, whatever you need" Kell cut me off
"Can you give me love's instagram? I wanna take braiding classes with her" I asked
"It's Imlovelace and her hair page is Lovedohair, imma let her know" he said and I nodded following her and going to her website
"Don't book, she said you can text her anytime and she'll help you" he said "she asked if you were busy tonight at..8" he continued
"Nope"
"She said you can come over tonight she has doll heads you can practice on" he said pulling into some typa facility
"Okay" I mumbled "ma, we here" I tapped her softly as she slept
"So if y'all feel like she's not ready after the 9 months she absolutely has to stay and there's no charge?" I frowned, this was a really good hospital
"Yes, Kell sign here..are you 16 or older?" She asked
"Yea" I nodded "okay, sign here it says you'd be responsible for yourself while Kell is responsible for your sibling unless you want Kell to be your temporary guardian he'll sign here" the nurse said and I looked at Kell
"I'll be her guardian" he said signing my paper too "alright, you can visit after the first 3 months just call before coming" she smiled
"Okay, bye ma" I bent down hugging her while she sat in a wheelchair
"Bye baby, thank you Markell" she smiled "your welcome beautiful lady get better" he spoke
We left without speaking
I felt empty watching her through the window, how did shit get this way?
