- Chapter 6 -

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I'm so sad right now bruh. I lost my bestie & I wrote him a letter. I forgot it was in my purse and i just read it. Man he didn't deserve what happened to him.

It makes me even sadder writing this book. Like damn I'll never get to meet X physically.. & i never got the chance to admit my feelings to my bestie..

On to the story tho i guess..

I woke up and the sun was shining right in my face

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I woke up and the sun was shining right in my face. I shifted before I realized Jah was still here. He laid there light snoring with one hand in his pants and the other over his eyes. He's so cute. After yesterday tho.. i'm actually a little scared to get into something with him. I feel like we were rushing a bit.. but i won't complain because i genuinely do like him..

I turned to get out of bed to take a shower and wash my face and brush my teeth. I looked at my face and my neck before entering the shower.. i look horrible. The bruise on my neck had turnt purple & the one on my face had faded but was still noticeable. Guess he didn't slap me to hard..

I stepped into the shower and began to wash my body. The hot water felt so good. After washing my body about three times. I got out and wrapped my towel around me. I brushed my teeth & threw my hair into a messy bun. I had gotten a flashback from that day and i stumbled backwards a little .. i got the urge to throw up and i rested my body on the side of the tub before throwing up into the toilet.

I didn't mean to wake Jah but i heard him shuffling around meaning he most likely heard me throwing up. He opened the door and instantly came and sat on the tub in front of me.. removing the few remaining curls out of my face from my messy bun back. " it's okay ma , let it out." he said lowly and raspy as he rubbed my back. My body hurted, i was in so much pain. I threw up again and this time he held his hand on my head helping me keep it lifted since my neck was already hurted.

I noticed him get up and grab a towel and he wet it. He also grabbed my toothbrush putting toothpaste on it. After i finished throwing up he helped me up & rubbed the towel gently over my face .. "here." he said passing me to toothbrush. He left out , but he came back with his phone in his hand and he sat on the toilet watching some gamer on youtube.

I brushed my teeth and put my toothbrush down. I continued to look at my face before getting the urge to cry again .. that really happened to me.

 that really happened to me

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