the summer of love // theodore nott fan fiction//

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Emma puecy
the last person on earth I want to talk to is Theodore Nott. How can he call me a slut then beat the shit out of someone for calling me a slut? the math doesn't add up. Thankfully adrian's with me, and I know he won't let theo talk to me.

Adrian stood up and pushed Theo backwards.  "mate, comeback later she doesn't want to talk to you, right now." he said almost as he could read my thoughts.

"Em, tell him! tell him you want to talk to me!" theo yelled back. "please, okay? i just want to talk am- emma."

"Theodore," adrian started, "mate, cmon leave."

"i j-just want to talk,please." he replied slurring his words looking at me with sad eyes. i know he's drunk. he almost called me by my middle name.

"Theo, you're drunk so, for me, get out, get some sleep, and talk to me then." I said standing up opening the door for him.

he walked closer to me grabbing my face with both hands, pressing our foreheads together, "em please, please. let's talk now." he spoke softly with pain in his voice.

"I want you to get some sleep and we'll talk tomorrow, goodnight theodore." I couldn't tell if i was mad at him but as he slowly walked out of my room I felt as if i had just let go of a small piece of my life. Obviously theo and I will talk at some point and i know for sure him and adrian will get back together, honestly they never broke up.

I shut my door and ran my hands through my hair letting out a sigh as my older brother spoke. "you and I do have to talk though."

"just because we 'have' to talk doesn't mean we should." i said bluntly, tired and wanting to rot away for life.

"first,I don't even want to know who you got these drugs from but i don't want you to do it, ever again, do you hear me?" he lectured pointing a finger at me like he was our dad.

"every muggle my age probably does worse."

"oh no you don't get to talk." he snapped "second, i don't want you at parties alone anymore, you either stay with pansy or stay with me, and lastly you are forbidden from alcohol for weeks or months or years, i haven't decided yet. also I don't want you around theodore."

"ok first rule done deal, second you can't tell me who I can and cannot be friends with!" i'm hoping we can move past this rule because I've been through it.

"emma just promise me, okay? I know him and how he gets it's for the better. you've seen him, he gets cruel especially when he's drunk and he's always drunk." he stated. although it was true and although i was pissed at theo, I couldn't just get summer out of my mind.  "And in all honesty he would go after you because he's attracted to things he can't have. he knows siblings are so against the code."

"right well it's late and tomorrow is our last free day so i'll meet you in the common rooms in the morning, goodnight brother." i said as i lied down in my bed.

"goodnight em, love you" he said before placing a kiss on my forehead.

I was in a black mini dress and matching heels. a tall figure was behind me, it was Theo. we were in a crowd, dancing, drinking, kissing like the world depended on it. he took my hand and led me to his dorm. i was on his bed, he was hovering over me. his necklace with a gold ring attached was dangling over me. he leaned down to kiss me but it wasn't him. it looked like theo, felt like him and wasn't him. "what will they do when they find out how much of a whore you really are?" he whispered in my ear, kissing down my neck, his breath was heavy and full of desire. desire i did not want back. "y-your not theo!" I yelled. "how can i not be him if i look like him, talk like him, emma it's me." theodore wouldn't call me emma during a moment like this. i can't breathe. i-i can't breathe. wake up emma, just wake UP!