Tears came to my eyes one after the other.
"What? You're just going to be stood like stupid?!" He shouted at me. I can't move and I feel like my whole body is numb.
"Jennie! Just tell me if you don't want it, you're not wasting my time!" I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes to relax myself.
I grabbed the hem of my dress and slowly took it off as my tears continued to fall. I saw him grin and his eyes were full of an emotion, lust.
"Now your shorts." He said. Even if it hurts I'll do it, even if it's against my heart I'll do it. Why? call me stupid But this apartment is my unique reason to continue my life. Because of this apartment, I was able to be with the person I love and love. This is where we did fun things, this is where we first experienced fighting and this is also where we greeted each other. This is also where we spend time just cuddling. This is the witness of all our love. I can't just give it up because this place is a witness of how much I loved him.
I slowly took off my shorts and I looked like a whore who was ready to fuck just for him.
"Now... take it off." He said. I unhooked my bra and my bra fell to my feet, I could see the desire in his eyes My tears started falling again to fall again as I took off my remaining covering. Now, I'm naked in front of him.
"That's good, you still have the body I wanted to fvck. Can you please unbuckle my pants and give me a hard blowjob?" He said sarcastically while smirking like a demon. I didn't move, I didn't hear anything. Yes, that's right! I didn't hear anything, but I felt pain when he threw the plastic bottle he was holding at me and it hit my face.
"Hurry up! You're still going to be stupid, you want to hurt yourself! Jennie! You've done this before, haven't you? Are you going to act now?!" I touched my nose, there was blood. I aggressively wiped it and approached him. I knelt in front of him and tried to unbuckle his pants. But to my surprise he suddenly removed my hands. And He fisted my hair and placed his face on my face. The pain of him pulling on me and I feel like my hair will be pulled out from the pain I feel now.
"L-Liam I'm in pain..." I'm in so much pain, Liam, so much. I want to connect but I'm out of energy.
"People like you should be hurt. Ruby Jane, I'm not done ruining your life yet." He said angrily.
"L-Liam..."
"I won't let your life be -" I cut him off.
"Please, just kill me..." and when I said that, my tears started to fall again. He didn't answer, he just looked at me.
"Just kill me, Liam. Don't torture me. Just kill me instead of doing these things." That's right, I don't want to. I want to give up. I want it all over and this is the only way.
"I would rather kill myself than see you like that..." His grip on me loosened. That might be better. commit suicide
"I said I would ruin your life but I didn't say I would kill you." He said weakly and calmly, I fell to the floor because of the pain I was feeling.
"Please Liam, kill me now." I can't Liam. I can not take it anymore. I cried while nodding, he wouldn't speak and only my cries broke the silence.
"Fvck this life! I'm worthless!" And I heard the breaking of vases and her kicking and punching the wall while cursing. He just punched the wall as if he was pouring out his anger on me. I stood up and tried to stop him.
"Stay away from me and yes you're right! I'd rather you die! I'd rather you just disappear from this world! I'd rather you die in front of me! I love you, Jennie! I love you so much I see you and I can give up everything just for you but what did you do? You destroyed me, you destroyed me without any reason..." I let go of his hands as he said. He hates me, he hates me. And he wants to lose me And he wants me out of this world. I stepped back and picked up my clothes. I saw that dripping the blood from his fist.
"Liam.." I turned my back on him and entered my room. There I poured out all the pain I felt. I'm the one who did it too. I heard the door slam and knew he had left.
You're a fool, Jennie. You're a fool for leaving him! You're a fool because you know he loves you, but you just left him. You're stupid, you're so stupid Jennie!
I had cried myself to sleep so my eyes were swollen when I woke up. It's monday and I have office, and the question is will I still go in? Is it not from him that I am about to die? That I'm gone? Isn't that a sign for me to quit my job?
Even though I was weak, I still forced myself to enter, I forced myself to smile at every person I met. I tried to be strong. I did my job well. I focused myself in my work, I worked with Architecture Department. Until I finished the pafifinal today.
"Are you okay?" I looked at him. I just nodded. Sehun was with me today and we were talking about something important.
"You looked pale." He said. I just smiled.
"I'm okay." I looked at him again, but suddenly my eyes blurred and then the surroundings became dark. I woke up to a white ceiling that exposed me. I looked around and realized that I was in the clinic.
"Jennie, are you alright?" Joy, company nurse, asked me.
"Yes, I'm okay." I answered and that's when I remembered that I passed out earlier. Maybe because I didn't eat last night, this morning and this afternoon.
"Are you eating? Why do you seem to be losing weight? When I first saw you, you weren't that thin." I just smiled.
"Maybe it's just stress." My excused.
"Oh she's fine, you can go home. It's okay even if you're half a day, you need to rest."
"Thank you." I looked at my wrist watch. It's exactly 2:15 PM. I left the clinic and went straight to my office. I just took my things and immediately left. I was about to open my car when I heard a familiar voice behind my back.
"I thought you're going to die, why is it taking so long?"
"Thank you." I said and I opened my car but before I could get in he spoke again.
"Please inform me when you're going to die, huh? So I can prepare your flowers."
"I didn't know someone like you was such a coward." I gasped when someone suddenly spoke behind me and I especially knew who it was. It's Sehun.
"I just found out that you're also worried by the way."
"Are you crazy? You even kill women? If you want her dead why don't you kill her? You're a billionaire, you can do it with one just click."
"I don't waste money on things that don't worth it."
"Sehun." I held him by the hand. He looked at me holding his hand so I immediately took it away.
"I can handle this." I said. Sehun just looked at me without any emotions.
I saw liam smirk. "You both are pitiful." I tried to smile at him and look into his eyes.
"Yes, it's a pity for both of us because maybe first of all we're just going to work for you and secondly you can kill us with just one word but you don't have to do it anymore, I'm leaving too." I said before getting into my car to leave.
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