Miss My Husband ✅

Chapter 29

"Who are you?"

I froze even more when I heard a very familiar voice that I hadn't heard in a long time. His voice sends shivers up and down my spine. It still has a great effect on me until now. It's very cold and very authoritative.

"W-Who are you? W-Why did you break into my house?" I could feel the hardness of my breathing. I was nervous, I didn't know how to talk to him. It's been nine years, and it's not a joke. It's been a long time, I haven't seen him in a long time and I haven't talked to him in a long time. I haven't heard from him in nine years. I slowly faced him and everything stopped as I laid my eyes on him. Everything seems new, as if I'm now in front of the person I love and I can't admit my feelings for him. His face, his body, his voice, in nine years I saw him again. I feel that my heart palpitates with the person in front of me now.

"B-Why do you look like my a-wife?" I couldn't move as he approached me, until we were only a few inches apart from each other. I could feel the heat of his breath on my face. It smelled like alcohol and his breath was so hot that it made me feel hot. He suddenly touched my face and I felt like electricity when he touched my face. I can't do anything but look him in the eye. We are very close to each other and I feel my heart beating very fast. Now and with him alone I have felt this way again for so many years. My heart beats faster every time he's near, I lose my mind when he's around. The trembling in my chest every time  he. Everything came back, all of that seemed to wake up in my person when he came and touched me.

"Y-You really look like my wife." When he said those words, I felt my heart stopped. He slowly caressed my face and he smiled. I froze, my heart beating faster. I was stunned when he suddenly hugged me. I could feel the warmth of his  body, I could feel the beating of his heart and I could feel him again, hugging me. He hugged me tighter, as if he didn't want to let me go, didn't want to lose me and didn't want someone else to take me. As if I wanted to protect me from all the people who could hurt me, from the people who destroyed me. I feel so safe, I feel so loved.

"I hope, I'm not dreaming... I wish I am hugging my wife for real." I felt my shoulder wet. He is crying in my shoulder because of one thing, pain.

"Can you hug me too? So I can feel my Wife. My dear wife." I can't move, I can't speak. Why did I find this? And why do I feel this way? I thought he was happy with his family? Why is he hurting now? Why am I also hurt by what I see? Where is his family? His son? Sister Rosé? All of those thoughts, are they all wrong? Is everything the opposite of what I thought?

I don't know but I hugged him slowly, I don't have any idea why I am hurt by his condition now. What did he go so far for? Is it to escape his family? Is it to escape everything? Or is it because he was hurt so much that he walked away? I have many questions that I want answered. I have many questions that no one else can answer if not him. I put my arms around his neck and hug him too.

I hope that in this way, I can relieve the pain he is feeling. Did I make the wrong decision again and hurt someone again? I don't know, I don't know anything about what's going on with him. I didn't get any news, I stayed far away, I hid. I did everything so that he wouldn't find me, because I didn't want to get hurt. He, too, was hurt more by what I did. What I did was even worse because I deprived him of being the father of my children. But for what else? He has a family. He already has a child and is with  Rosé. But where are they? where is his son His sobs make me weak. It hurts me to hear him cry, to see him hurt and to see him like this. Broken and miserable.

"Are you my wife? W-Why your  cry?" I couldn't stop my tears. This is not what should happen. I shouldn't have cried now, but why is this?

"L-Liam..." I stammered. I can't say his name continuously because I'm weak, I'm afraid.

"I-she left me because of my stupidness. I-I hurt her again. I'm stupid." I hugged him tighter. Why do I love him so much, why?

"S-I'm broken. W-My life is gone. The one who completes my personality, she left me again. Again." I just let myself cry. I didn't know it would all end up like this. I thought he would be happy, with my brother.

"B-Why are you crying too? Don't cry. Y-I'll just hug you so you don't cry. Nini wants to like my hug." He hugged me even tighter. I felt him more and more, as if I was whole again.

"I-I love her so much, but I always s-hurt her." He cried.

The surroundings became silent, no one spoke to us. Suddenly his body felt heavy, a sign of his sleep. I helped him walk to a room, maybe he was drunk so he immediately fell asleep. He wasn't himself, but I knew everything he said was true. The inside of the room is a mess, I can still see clothes and empty bottles. I put him on the bed.

"W-Wait, are you going to put me to sleep? I-I still want to hug you." He held me by the arm but because of the drunkenness he also let go of me.

"N-Don't a-leave me, stay here. Y-Hug me."

"You're drunk, your body is wet with sweat. Rest first."

"I-I'm not drunk! W-because when I'm drunk, h-you're not real. W-I'll just get hurt again. W-Because you're not there, h-you're not real." I closed my eyes due to impending tears. I'm trying not to cry, because nine years ago I promised myself that I would never cry again because of the pain he caused.

I was about to go out when he held my hand.

"H-Don't leave me. N-I'm scared, please. Y-Just hug me." I stopped. I turned to him again. This time, I caressed his face.

"I'll be back, I won't leave you." He just let go of my hand. I went out and got water and a basin, I also looked for a clean towel and I found it. I returned to the room where

I laid him down, he closed his eyes and was snoring softly. I wet the towel I got and wiped it on his body, he still has the greek body he has. His hair is cut short but he still has his trademark. His stubble. I saw a chair so I took it and sat near him.

I removed some strands of hair blocking his face, he didn't change anything. He still looks the same, but no matter where you look, he still looks like a man. I was not able to change his faded pants. I just blanketed him so he wouldn't catch a cold, he had a high fever and he was still drunk. Surely when he wakes up the next day he will have a headache. I looked at him, my Liam. Why is fate like this? Playful? Can't we all just be happy? The one that has no pain to feel and experience. I held his hand and looked at him. I smile painfully, how is he? Has he been happy for nine years? What will be the reaction if I introduce him to his children? I'm sure the twins will be happy when they meet their daddy. I could imagine their shocked face if they saw their father standing in front of them. I could hear their voice calling Liam, "Dada! or Papa!" I could see their excited look.

I hope he doesn't hate me for hiding from his children, I hope he accepts and knows and loves Luca and Louise. I hope that when he gets to the point where he meets his children, he will be able to handle Luca and Louise's tantrums, Louise's teasing and her eldest's rudeness. I hope he and my children are happy. My only wish is to see the three of them happy. Maybe that was the best and happiest meeting of my life. Seeing the three of them, together, happy and loving each other very much.

"I'm sorry for not giving you an opportunity to be the father of my children."

I kissed his forehead and hold his hand until everything went black.

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