jules's pov
it's been a little while
I'm in my first year of residency
and I have interns to take care wich I unfortunate but it's another way to learn new things
I don't really like them, they are lazy, sloppy, they don't listen, they don't follow my orders despite being older than me
and I'm not a bad teacher
I don't know how they passed their exam to begin their internship honestly.
my daughter is 3 years old and she finally passed the sleep study so she doesn't have to use oxygen at night time
it's a huge relief, financially and emotionally.
she is at that age that every day she learns new things, and the world is such a magic place for her
as a mother this makes me so happy.
with jo things are difficult, she is much older than me and most of the time we don't understand eachother that results often in big or small arguments even at work and I'm sick of it I wish I could let her go once and for all but I love her so much and part of me still thinks things between us will get better and we are going to work out but
but unfortunately that's not the truth I never was ready for a relationship in the first place
I never really got to mourn eleanor I just pushed it aside like nothing happened and everything was fine
the cherry on top of the cake was catching jo having sex with amelia and teddy
I never said anything to her but I started cheating on her too with mika
me and mika are just fuck buddies and best friends
mika is been wonderful to me, she is so sweet towards me, she is taking care of me and my daughter
and she is helping me realise that the break up needs to happen
ellie ( jules's daughter ) started calling mika mama
mika's eyes light every time she calls her
my thoughts are interrupted by simone who starts talking to me
" jukes breakfast is ready come eat, mika is handling ellie" simone said
"thank you simone" I responded
after eating breakfast I dress myself and my daughter
it's time to go the hospital
at the hospital
I drop ellie at the daycare and I head to the locker room
I change into my scrub
unfortunately today I'm on jo's service
in this hospital rumors spread fast and I know all the interns know about me and jo
me and jo met in the hallway
"nice to have you on my service for once dr. millin" jo said with a sarcastic tone
"can you shut up, you make my head hurt" i responded annoyed
"you can't talk to me like that at work, i'm your boss and you are just a stupid, good for nothing resident" jo said raising her voice
"can you lower your voice everyone will look at us can't you hear the rumours about us?" I responded trying to stay as calm as possible
"why do u care now we aren't together anymore" jo said
"well if you didn't cheat on me with two different women maybe we could've worked on out issues but no despite me being the younger one in the relationship you are the immature one
fuck you jo" I responded almost shouting at the top of my lungs
"you know our issues root deeper than me cheating with teddy and amelia
our relationship could never work"
jo said calmly
"still doesn't excuse you cheating my god why you can never see my point
talking to you is like talking to a wall
you not trying to understand me was the biggest problem of our relationship
and I was so sick pretending it wasn't maybe what you are saying it's true
we aren't made for each other
and I hate it so much because I love you so much it hurts letting you go"
I said angrily
"you know jules maybe it's better to only work together
no talk outside the hospital" jo said
I never told her or anybody for that matter that i've been accepted at Johns opkins hospital as a resident
I applied before being accepted at grey sloan memorial hospital
I started thinking of transferring there
when things between me and jo started going bad
and in a week i will get the fuck out of seattle where all the bad memories rest
"listen jo i love you but i've been accepted to johns hopkins hospital and i'll be leaving in a week
it will so us some good staying apart
maybe in a next life we will be together" i said
"please tell me this is a joke" jo responded
"no jo it's not I will leave in a week
it was nice knowing you
thanks for the wonderful time we had
I hope u never forget about me" I said
"how could I forget about you? jules you are one of a kind
I will miss you so much" jo responded
"yea I will miss u too" I said
"did u tell anyone yet?" jo responded
"the hospital knows, I haven't told mika yet I'm afraid of her reaction
I love her amd I don't want to hurt her"
I said
"I you love her you should tell her" jo responded
I walked away, I couldn't believe in a week I was leaving the hospital that was my home for 2 years
i will not saying anything to anyone and i will write a letter to mika saying how sorry I am for leaving her and everyone
YOU ARE READING
you are safe with me
Fanfictionjules millin is a 22 year old young woman who finished med school a month ago she is a jenius, but all the other people made fun of her just because she was modeling for a famous magazine to pay med school but she knew it was all worth it despite...
