even more~Tom and Bill Kaulitz

alternate ending

Credits to L1zzy0 for the idea and recommendation to make an alternate ending to the story. Luv u cuz ppl didn't seem to like the ending. And ik it was rlly quick and unexpected but I rlly don't have the motivation for this book.

The feeling of being dropped from a cliff hit me. My organs rising inside my body but my skin dropping. And that extremely fast bump of adrenalin
pumping through my veins.

3rd person POV
She woke up? From a dream. Sweating, breathing like she just ran a marathon, and panicking. Tom! She looked beside her to see Tom still there, asleep, she looked to the bedside table where to sleeping pills still were sitting.

She almost passed out the immense preasure of her nightmare coming true.

She checked the box, it was empty. But she had to make sure of her suspicions.

Trying to hear his heart beat, there was nothing to be heard. Feeling his pulse but couldn't find it. And his breathe it was so faint she couldn't hear feel or see him taking in gasps of air.

She felt angry at herself for letting her dream come true. For even thinking of it made it come true. As she sat on top of Tom's body, each legs around him she began to dig her nails into her skin, causing it to slightly graze as she winced at the pain.

Anger against herself, forwarded to Tom for doing that. Hitting his chest with her fists not too rough but not too gentle.

Toms POV
I felt a beating at my chest waking me from my well needed sleep, I felt her ontop of me my arms raising to hold onto her thighs. She was hunched over crying. Over what? Why is she crying?

"Why are you crying beautiful?" I whispered causing her to jump up she looked at me shocked and surprised at first before bursting back into a fit of tears. Slumping back down on top of me hugging me as tight as possible.

"Babyyy, why are you crying what happened?" I groaned as I started to hold her. She seems so sad, sadder than I have ever seen her.

It's concerning. Why is she crying so much, did I do something to upset her?.

"Tell me what happened." She shook her head 'no' as she wiped her tears on my bare chest.

"Why? I wanna know why your crying so I can help." I pleaded with her.

"No you can't." She cried as she pushed her head into my chest even more.

I could feel the tears run down my shoulder and it's obvious something bad happened. "Okay tell me when your ready.

Maybe thirty minutes has passed and she has stopped crying but is still sniffling.

"You died. And you killed yourself with sleeping pills and it seemed so real there was a funeral and everything. And the ambulance and Bill passed out and your mum was there and it was so bad I don't want to lose you." She sniffled.

"I'm not going to do that beauty. I just thought about it okay, I'll be better, I'm a bit happier now. And I will never do that. I told Bill becuase I was scared I would and didn't want to. But felt like I needed to but I didn't. I pinky promise on my heart I will not do it." I said holding out my pinky finger.

She tightly grabbed it with hers. Kissing it and I follow.

"Thank you." She whispered.

Before nuzzling her head into my chest again where it once was.

Soon later after she fell asleep I started playing with her soft blonde hair, smelling it's sent, and flrunning my fingers through its texture.

I heard my door creak open. It's Bill he still in his pyjamas a comes and lays down on my bed so Rebecca is in the middle also cuddling her. "Love you both." He whispered.

I guess he heard our conversation?

"Love you too." I whispered back.

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Didn't rlly know how else to end it off but if any one would like they could use this book as inspo js please don't copy it, but if you don't exactly like some of the things in it you can change those things and make the book your style and put it under you name, just please give me some credit at the start or in the describing part thingy of the book that you read before you read the book. XOXO Tilly.