i forgot abt this for a while, my bad lmao. Let me just update you on some stuff i guess. You being, you i guess. I know only ava ever reads these thru tho, so hi ava.
anyways hry? Im shitty rn. Ive had a headache for 3 straight days nd my parents arent concerned and just told me to take some asprin.
Happy new years by the way. Im unsurprised to say that i did not make any resolutions.
Winter break was sposed to be over today but i stayed home because i hurt😋
Alright lets get into the mental stuff
Im 5 days clean, mainly bcz i havent thought abt it. But my problem is that i feel like i dont deserve to say i have mental problems because im clean.
I keep seeing my scars and ignoring them for the most part. Id wear shorts tomorrow if it werent so fucking cold out.
Uhm, on a lighter note, ive FINALLY figured out my gender identity, and for real this time. Im identifying as transmasc/libramasculine. As for romantically im abroromantic, sexually lesbiflexible/homoflexible. Its great tbh! Im finding new names to try to go by, and im trying micheal/mike rn. I think it may be a fit but we'll see.
