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I forgot how it felt to self harm. I broke my almost 2 week streak. I got a new blade for it too. I just tried it. I forgot how a new one felt, how deep and thick it pierced..so much more satisfying to see so much blood drip down my leg. I thought to kill myself a few hours ago, learned that a painful death by 17 cups of laundry detwrgent was probably the most accessible. Or a shit ton of water. Either way, im back to self harminf and it feels good, i feel alive.
