𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑆𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟, 𝐻𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑒

𝑨𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒍-1996

A/n: istg if you are in a good mood then please don't read this and then hate me. This is one of the normal sad letters which may make you cry. I'm sorry ok? Just ... read with caution.

Dear Rose,
It's April 20, again. It's unfair how you didn't take your chance at life but I can't cry over spilt milk. You know how much I loved you and how much I miss you.

I wish you knew how much I love you, I wish you knew how much I need you but you took your life, you didn't realize that you took many with it. I've seen Charlie and I can only imagine how devastated he is, he was your best friend Rosie, I don't understand how you left everyone.

What was going through your mind when you did it? What were you thinking? I don't know and I guess I never will.

I've seen mum and dad cry, they're are two days in the year when they cry, every year. It's your birthday, and your deathday.

I hope you're at peace now, or in a better place. I just don't know why a better place for you would be without me, without mum, dad, everyone.

But maybe that was what you wanted, solitude...

I'm sorry if I ever did anything to make you think it would be better if you were gone. I'm sorry if I made you sad. I'm sorry.

I still don't know why you had to break my heart, the parchment is literally stained at this point but I don't care. All I care is about you. I wish you were here to just see the world.

Maybe it's better you're not here right now as the world isn't good. Us Muggle borns aren't safe, but when were we? The world is getting darker, but then again you took the sunshine with you.

It's annoying how I'll never see you again. All I want is to see your smile or head your laugh or just to see you. I just want to hug you and I miss you so much, so so much. I can't express it in words.

It physically hurts, how much I miss you. It hurts, like I can feel my heart ripping itself into shreds. All I want to do is cry but I can't. I need to do things, go to classes etc. you know.

You were a ray of pure undiluted sunshine. You brought so much joy with you and all you did was give, even when you didn't have enough you still gave. I wish I'd known, maybe I could have stopped it.

Maybe it could have been different.

Maybe.

I don't know Rose,
I don't know what to do anymore.

I should probably sleep, it's already four in the morning.

I miss you Rose,
And I love you,
I love you so much,
I just wish you knew that,

Love,
Your sister, now and always,
Mione