Mrs.Styles?! { Harry Styles }

Chapter 8

Instead of asking Louis and Zayn any more questions I just stayed silent. Everyone stayed silent. The silence consumed us and I could barely breath through the worry and tension it caused me.

It's like they all had secrets or they all knew something that I didn't know. Stupid amnesia. Whatever happened between Harry and I needs to be explained. Someone has to tell me everything and since Harry is my husband and it affects us both it'll have to be him. I'm sick of this confusion the way I view myself so pathetically because I'm lost. When everyone leaves he's going to have to tell me everything and by everything I mean everything.

Since Louis' accidental outburst no one has conversed at all. Sophia being the brave one decided to break this silence looking at me and saying, "Now that we're all done eating let's go play truth or dare like teenagers. Maybe it'll help Jessica get her memory back especially if it's the same exact way it was played back then".

"Exactly the same" Zayn snorted most likely remembering something. Not like anyone would say anything.

We all made our way into the living room and I could feel the exciting aroma, like a child getting cake on their birthday. We're all in our twenties but we're definitely immature. Everyone was seated on the ground with a empty bottle of tequila in the middle of us. Whoever the bottle would land on had to go first, then the next person, and the next person, and the next person until everyone got a turn. Going first Zayn spun the bottle and I could feel the anxiety building up inside of me like when I would get called on to answer a question in class. My hands were getting sweaty, my heart was racing, and my face was beet red.

"Congrats Jess looks like you're going first. What a coincidence exactly like last time.", Louis presumed breaking my thoughts and worry. Breathing in and out. I tried being brave finally choosing my answer.

"Ugh. This is so childish but whatever, I choose dare"

"Seriously this is a déjà vu" Louis said his blue eyes meeting my dull brown eyes. I had always been jealous of Louis for that reason. Colored eyes are just so appealing.

"Okay well I dare you to kiss Harry", Zayn called bringing back my anxiety. What was I supposed to do? Go up to him? I still don't know anything about him or how I really got into an accident. Unfortunately Harry came up to me which means it is time to kiss him.

Slowly rising up from the ground I place my arms on his shoulders while he moves my hair out of my face staring at me. Inching closer to each other slowly until his lips meet mine. Our lips move in unison it's very relaxing but urgent like we couldn't get enough of each other. It was just like my memory or vision I knew it was him whom I kissed.

Unfortunately, I separated myself from Harry remembering how everyone was watching us. Awkward. Not looking at anyone I move back to my seat feeling the heat rush to my face.

Now it was my turn to spin the bottle.

Swish

Swish

Swish

Finally stopping slowly it lands on Eleanor. This was the perfect opportunity for me to ask why everyone was angry with her. All she had to do was pick truth.

"Truth or Dare" I uttered optimistic in her choice. I crossed my fingers waiting and praying for her answer to be truth. Please be truth. Please be truth. Please be truth.

Eleanor finally responds quietly, "Truth".

"Why is everyone so mad at you? You seem really sweet and I just don't get how everyone could be mad at you in sync." I state waiting for her to reply.

Now it was her turn to blush. Her skin tone transforms looking red as a cherry tomato. Unlike me though she looked around at everyone with wide eyes as if she had stage fright. Slowly thinking of what to say she made eye contact with Harry. Bringing her gaze back to me she begins, "I did something wrong and it affected everyone. Trust me if you knew you'd hate me too. I'm really sorry if it wasn't for trying to get your memory back I wouldn't be here right now."

This is not what I expected. I thought it had to with her cheating on Louis or something. Quite frankly I wanted an answer not a vague reply. What did she do? And why do I feel like it affects me?

Instead of saying anything I just let her spin and you wouldn't believe who it landed on. Louis. Her ex, talk about awkward.

"Truth or Dare?", she asked looking at the ground. I feel bad for her I can sense everyone's hate towards her.

Louis rolled his eyes telling her truth which was so unlike the dare-devil.

"Will you ever forgive me Louis? I'm so sorry".

"Hahaha are you serious right now? What do you think? You're a disgusting revolting creature in my eyes I wouldn't even consider you human. The only reason you're aloud here is to help bring back my best friends memory.", Louis sassed.

After that the game dragged on awkwardly. Deciding that it was childish and boring we all decided to watch a film except for Eleanor who left directly after Louis' answer. The movie we chose was called, "This is Us" it's about the boys since I had no idea they were in a band and they claimed this could help me get my memory back and get to know them more.

As the movie went on Sophia and I chatted like we had known each other for years. Which we have but I obviously didn't remember. She told me that I could move in with her and Liam if I felt too awkward- which she knew I did- I seriously loved her for this invite. Telling her I'd think about it and text her after I got my phone back, I looked at the screen discovering things I didn't know about the boys.

After the movie everyone left and I thought this was the perfect time to ask Harry everything. Looking through the halls I look for Harry finally spotting him in the Kitchen, breathing in I straightened my posture as as I walked up to him.

"Hey Harry, since we're married and all. I thought now would be a perfect time for you to tell me everything and give me my phone please," I try to sound nice, but he must understand that this is a demand.

Harry looked like he was debating what to say, but soon he stood by me moving his arm and stroking my hair as he replied, " Look Jess I'm so sorry for not explaining earlier. When you got into the car accident we had gotten into a fight and you stormed off and left. I felt really bad because I thought you'd blame our relationship for the accident. I'm not really sure why everyone's mad at Eleanor cause during that time the only thing I was worried about was you. I talked to Liam and he said that Sophia was wondering if you wanted to stay with them since we still haven't gotten to know each other again and cause there's a low chance of you getting your memory back I was wondering if you wanted to start over? We'd still be married, but we could just start dating again to see if you wanted to stay with me so what do you say?"