i tell him pretty much what i told kenny, that i think i love sharky but he's been talking to another girl and not told me anything about it.
"thank you filly"
"you're welcome, missed you"
"missed you too"
filly goes downstairs and tells the boys im not carrying on with the video and to make up some reason why i wasn't in the rest of it. Filly was also supposed to be there but showed up about 30 minutes later than he should've.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
bria.x : fuck love.
kingkennytv : you wanna talk? x ^ bria.x : I'll be okay <3
ella.x : awh poor baby ^ yungfilly : piss of
ohnosharky : im sorry briana. can we please talk? ^ bria.x : if you come to me.
starrgirl : better not have been sharky ^ chunkz : oh girl it was. ^ ajshabeel : bria went of at him like crazyyy
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"can i come in?"
"mhm"
"bri I'm sorry i really am."
"why didn't you tell me?"
"i didn't want to hurt your feelings and make you feel like it was going to ruin our friend ship like last time. i should've told you i know."
"yeah you should've. and get your girl of my page before i slap her"
sharky looks a little scared. he's never heard me seriously threaten anyone before. only jokingly to the boys but thats it.
"do you love her sharky?"
"i don't know."
"ok, you can go now"
he leaves without saying anything else to me.
***
i cried in my room for about 30 minutes with my headphones in with the lights of. the only light i had was from the window wich wasn't much.
beta squad
kenny👑 ordering pizza for tonight, what you all want?
chunkz I'll have a meat feast
triangledorito usual
me not hungry
niko margarita pls
sharky🦈💟 I'll have a meat feast as well, cheers kenny
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
the door bell rings after about half an hour but when i open the door someone unexpected is there.
ella.
"quit staring and move. i want our food"
"let me in then."
i shove past her and grab the food of the delivery man how was stood awkwardly behind her.
i closed the door behind me and hand out everyones food to them.
"the chips are for you" kenny smiles at me.
"thanks ken"
kenny and sharky are the only ones that know about my eating disorder a few years ago so now they always make sure i eat at least two meals a day.
"wheres mine" - ella
"well no one knew you were coming so you haven't got any."
"sharky new i was coming" - ella
"what do you want, ill order you some" - sharky
"them chips that briana has will do" - ella
"nah you can get your own bitch"
"no need girl, calm it down" - ella
"ay don't start getting cocky to bria man" - filly
surprisingly she goes quiet and sits down next to sharky in my seat!
i already hate this girl and I've known her for about 30 minutes. i can't believe sharky would go for her.
kenny notices that im still stood up and ella took my seat so he pats the empty space in between him an filly.
"thanks kenny"
he puts his hand on my knee to comfort me and calm me down, physical touch is also both our love languages.
