we get home from filming and dropped Starr of on the way back.
i head up to my room to get a shower but sharky followed me up.
"Bria we need to talk"
"go ahead"
"i want to be with you"
"but-"
"look i understand that i messed up and i promise it wont happen again, we don't have to tell anyone not even the boys until you're ready"
shit.. i can't say no to sharky. I've liked him for years and know i know he 100% likes me back but i can't do kenny like that.
kenny was there for me when sharky wasn't. now i really am suck between them both.
"look sharky. i love you, and i always have done but now is not the time. im unsure on how i feel about you and i just need time"
"okay"
he lays a soft kiss on my cheek before leaving with a smirk on his face. i know he'll never give up.
i message kenny to come up and talk to me and a minute later he's in my room listening to all my problems.
"and sharky likes me but i have something for you and now i don't know-"
"wait bri.. you have feelings for me?"
"did i just tell you that? fuck!"
"bri i also have feelings for you but we can't be together, sharky truly loves you and i can see you share the same feelings"
"so we can't and won't be together?"
"no I'm sorry bri but I'll always be here for you i promise"
"thank you ken"
he hugs me tight and then leaves.
i break down into tears but i have no idea why. sharky likes me, kenny likes me and i like them both.
maybe its because of the stress and not been able to be with kenny?
it's around 10pm so i decided to try and sleep but it isn't going very well.
sharky🦈💟
sharks u awake?
yeah, you okay? x
i can't sleep
me either ☹️ x
can you come here?
ofc i can x
"everything okay?""i need someone to cuddle with"
i smirk at him and laugh as he climbs into bed with me.
i love his presence
"sharky"
"yeah?"
"i want to be with you."
he cuddles up to me without saying anything and we both fall asleep.
AUTHOR'S NOTE!
very short one i know sorry!
I've decided to keep it as a Sharky story as it's too much to right the same chapter twice.
it's also my birthday tomorrow so i won't be publishing any more chapters till probably Wednesday