Your POV
No, it couldn't be. I couldn't be actually considering...to stay...?
What is wrong with me..? I was just mad but when Luffy had said those things to me, it was as if the love I've always had for him regardless of what he'd done had been revealed out in the open....
It was as if the truth showed itself.
Luffy is too desirable, simple as that.
....I can't stop loving him.....
Snapping me out of my thoughts, the basement door suddenly swung open. And footsteps were heard.
Eventually, feet stood in front of me, they were black shoes. Sanji...probably here to give me my dinner again...
"Hey, Sanji..."
I whispered, giving a sad and soft smile.
"Hey, sweet girl.."
He responded quietly, giving a smile back, kneeling down, setting down a plate of his cooking.
After a week of living with the crew, Sanji started always call me 'sweet girl.'
It made my heart flutter...and it made me trust him from the bottom of my heart, he's a sweetheart...even if he didn't try to be one, he was naturally sweeter than a cherry...I loved that about him..
He looks into my eyes for a second, but it wasn't full of pity, it was just...sadness...
"Oh (Y/N), I wish you would just agree to stay...I mean not just me but the whole crew loves you so much it hurts us, and we just want you to stay...."
Sanji said, placing a hand on mine, red marks around my wrists from the chains.
I look down, trying to fight the urge to burst out into tears, into his arms.
"I know, I just...can't..."
I whispered, rubbing my thumb over Sanji's soft knuckles.
Suddenly, he cuffs my face.
And...kisses me?!
............
We stayed like that for what felt like an eternity...and the he stopped, pulling away.
I was speechless. I didn't know what to do or say, as I gently touched my lips.
"Shit! I-I'm sorry! You're Luffy's! Fuck!"
He screamed, running out of the room, back on the deck.
"W-Wait! Sanji! No...please don't leave me alone.."
I whispered the last part as I immediately felt my heart break into pieces.
Sanji kissed me.
Sanji kissed me.
Sanji kissed me.
But he left me.
Left me here...alone.
I know he doesn't have a choice but...why not for a little bit?
I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes as they burned. And I eventually...started to sob uncontrollably...
What was I supposed to do..?
I loved Luffy, I know I did. But still everything he did to me, all that abuse, all that trauma and pain he caused me didn't disappear into the past just yet...it still lingers in my mind.
But...why did I feel so happy and...no longer touch - starved or in pain when Sanji kissed me.
It was almost like all of my problems went away.
I wanted to kiss him back so badly but there was thought lingering in my mind...that would be cheating on Luffy right..?
I mean we didn't officially date..we just hooked up. And I basically broke up with him..
"I think what we did was a mistake.."
"I like somebody else."
So...was it true feelings Luffy was having for me or just toxic obsession??
I think we both know the answer...
God...why did Sanji have to leave...leave my lips...leave me...
Why am I craving more of his praises and attentions all of a sudden...?
Holy shit.
Do I prefer to be with Sanji then...Luffy..?
Short and I know kind of confusing chapter but don't have any ideas at the moment to make it longer....or energy, it's 1:00 AM💀
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FanfictionYou have always loved the show, One piece. Ever since it came out when you were just a little girl. Everyday since then, you have been catching up on it, waiting for episodes to come out patiently. Life, how bittersweet it can be, how stressful, so...
