𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗕𝗲𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗛𝗲𝗿𝗲! ( 𝖸𝖺𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖲𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗌 𝗑 𝖥!𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 )

21 - Final Girl ( final chp )

Putting the Luffy's body in the bag, I sigh before kneeling down and start praying for my crewmates, even him...

~~~~~~~~~~~> flashback

What do I do...?

In the kitchen, my mascara coloring my tears, I drank a bottle of wine, to try to calm myself down
I loved wine so of course it worked.

Walking to the storage room with another bottle of wine, I saw a bunch of bags laying down there...they were brown bags, long enough to fit a whole body....
A whole body.....oh the bodies...

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I didn't even know what the bags were for but I least there weren't dead bodies all around anymore....
Sighing once more, I dragged the bodies one by one, onto the deck.

With all of my strength, I picked up each of them, throwing them over board.

Now they can sleep in peace in the beautiful ocean beneath...

I thought as I started to pray for them to rest in peace.
I blew a kiss to the ocean, secretly directing it to someone in particular.....
Then I walked off, feeling...nothing...

Hmph...
Well since I basically my own captain, what's the point of going back??
Again, my family are assholes and not even Ginger calls anymore...

So why not just stay in this world..?
The show is probably ruined anyway, if the main characters are dead then...no point in watching it anymore.

I shrugged, walking to the kitchen again.

In the kitchen, I walked over to the drawers under the cabinets.
Back then, Sanji and I would smoke together, yeah I know right?
The first time we did it, he tried to stop me, saying it was bad for my pretty lungs but I rolled my eyes and took a hit anyway.

He kept a stash in one of these drawers...
Ah! There it is!

Immediately I took the lighter I saw next to eh box of cigs, and I smoked it.

Immediately, feeling as good as ever....and relaxed.
Another reason why I loved smoking was because it reminded me of Sanji...I felt like his soul was in the room every time...especially in the kitchen of course. I smiled, feeling Sanji's presence and soul....

Taking a deep breath, I walked out, looking out at the ocean...
Even though the show was ruined and my mental is half fucked up, I still felt happy and I felt free, strong and independent..

I was my own captain...

I made a decision.
I am gonna stay in this world. Feeling the presence of my dead crewmates...

I am gonna be my own woman and captain, traveling the seas....

I hate him, I hate Luffy so fucking much but there is still a part of me who forgives and loves him....
So for my sake mostly but to make my other crewmates proud....i'm gonna become the QUEEN of the pirates.