Feminine VOLUPTUOUS [Erotic Romance]

CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE

"I couldn't leave you, Phillip. I just needed time to think," She slowly says. "A commitment is something I've always wanted but not with the person I believed it should be with."

"Explain." I tell her honestly.

"Phillip, you're a Playboy. Pure hot fucking temptation. Easy to get lost in. You're confident in yourself, so it's easy between us. Your track record with top models to two divorces....a commitment was never meant to happen." She admits.

I'm working on my reply, but she interrupts me.

"But then I see YOU. Our deep connection. The way you look at me every day and respect my boundaries. Your smile when you stare into my eyes to the way you can't control your hands. You were growing on me, made me feel free in feminine, and I admit I took advantage."

"So...what you're saying is I'm hot shit and you want to tie me up?"

She slaps my bare ass, "Even though you're a pig, you're my pig! Your country boy assets don't help, and in an Armani suit pleasuring me under my desk is like a woman's wet dream!"

She slowly looks up from my smirked lips,"I just need you to know. I want to keep this slow. I'm not always confident. My heart is too sensitive with you."

I kiss her so softly on her forehead.

"I'm not in denial of my past or attached commitments. Though most weren't right for me, I still tried." I sigh. "I really tried. I'm not perfect Vanna. I'll always fuck shit up, I'm an asshole, but I deserve the truth. It's easier to blame myself when you're losing everyone. I want to share my doubts, too "

I slide to the side of her body as we stare into eachothers eyes. With our cheeks against the floor, she slowly grabs my palm. Her delicate hand is so soft against my fingers. Even as she lazily rubs my thumb.

"I want to share my doubts, too," Vanna whispers.

I place our hands over my chest holding it over my heart. Both of us move to stare up at the ceiling. Nothing but our light breathing secures our time in the moment.

It's nice to accept our faults.

"I would love to see your Family Ranch, Phillip." Vanna says.

I turn my head back around. My smile leaks. I haven't been home in so long. The thought of sharing the Ranch with someone special seals my doubt of guilt of never wanting to visit.

"I would love to take you," I told her, "It's really beautiful, especially on the horizon when the roosters crow. It's the sun rays across the field" I told her.

"Tell me more...." She says as she gazes back into my eyes.