2 months in

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kiara pov

2 months. two whole months since we've been home since South America. life's seven hectic, crazy even. over the last week or so, things have started to settle down and somewhat feel normal again.

i was heading over to JJ's house on my way back from the shops. i knocked on the door and he answered with a big grin on his face.
"i brought mangos" i giggled holding the fruit.

we sat in his living room, eating mango, drinking beer and just hanging out, like we always do. we've gotten so close and we became official on our way back from South America. everything's been going fairly smoothly, we have our blips, but every couple does.

i was snuggled into his chest while we sat in front of the tv, watching a film that i was paying no attention to.

"Jayj" i said, sitting up.
he looked at me, waiting for me to speak. i don't know what happened but i kind of froze. he looked slightly confused.
"h-how many girls have you slept with?"

he let out an awkward laugh and grinned looking down at where his hand was placed on my thigh.
"you want a number?" he asked. i nodded.
"uhhh i think like 7"

i'm not sure what suddenly made me want to know.
"and how many lucky guys have had the same pleasure with you" he said to me, tilting his head in a smile.
"one, and it was your best friend so doesn't really count" i sighed. he burst out laughing and joined him. it was quite ridiculous that Pope was my first time.

after our laughter died down he looked at me intently.
"why'd you ask? you been thinking about it?"
i let out a sigh.
"i don't know, i just- i guess it's kinda been on my mind, i mean it will happen eventually right?"
"yeah, but only when you're ready, don't feel pressured to do anything."
"i know, that's why i love you" i bent down placing a soft kiss on his lips.

he smiled at me, his genuine gorgeous smile.

"what you thinking?" he asked me, noticing my face wonder with intent thought on my mind.
"i'm thinking i'm ready" i said back at him, my hand fiddling with his fingers.
"yeah?"
"yeah"

suddenly i was picked up and sweeper off my feet.
"i'm getting princess treatment now?" i giggled as JJ carried me bridal style to his bedroom.
"you are my princess therefore thou must be treated like one my fair maiden"

once we reached his room he laid me down on the bed, crawling on top of me.
at first he just kept his eyes on me, waiting for me to stop him at any moment, but i didn't want to.

he leant down and kissed me, i could never get tired of kissing him. his hand came up to push a peace of hair from across my face and tuck it behind my ear.

i wasted no time, running my hands down his body and pulling at his shirt. he did as i asked and removed it, exposing his bare torso...god i could look forever.

he bent back down, attaching his lips to my neck, sucking harshly on the skin. my hips subtly pushed up towards his body, attempting to get any friction possible, but before i could get anything out of it, his firm hand came down to my hip, pushing it down into the bed, stopping me from moving.

he held my body still as he begin to grind his hips down into me, my voice becoming breathy as i begged to undress him.

he pulled my shirt from my head, as i rapidly tugged at his shorts. before we knew it, we were both left in our underwear, somehow panting and out of breath, we haven't even gotten down to the real thing yet...

he returned to kissing me, something about his touch was much softer now.
"you're so beautiful" he mumbled against my lips, his hands gently running over my body. his eyes were filled with lust as i watched him pull my underwear from my legs.
"you sure?" he asked, stopping as they were halfway down my legs.
"i'm sure" i chuckled out, watching his eyes light up once again.

once we were both situated properly, fully undressed and he had "prepared" himself, he positioned himself above me. he bent one of my legs next to his hip, holding the other one out with his arm. his nose was centre meters away from mine, and i could feel his hot breath fan across my lips.

"ready?" he asked, lining himself up.
i nodded, placing one hand on his face, the other firming on his shoulder.
"just relax okay, i'll take care of you" he whispered, kissing me one last time on the lips.

he watched my every move as he slowly pushed inside of me, stopping once he heard me wince.
"more?" he asked, letting me get comfortable.
"yeah just g-go slowly" i slightly stuttered out, feeling my stomach tighten.
he, once again slowly continued to push in, stilling once he was all the way in.

i watched as his cheeks flushed red and his jaw tensed.
"all okay?" he asked me, i found it sweet how he made sure i was comfortable.
"yeah, all good" i breathed out once the pain finally subsided.

his focus was still on me as he pulled out slightly, gently rutting his hips against mine. i let out a shaky breath to the new feeling. it felt...nice? would take some getting used to.

his hand stroked over my hip bone, calming me down as he began to pick up a regular pace. i could see so clearly how he was trying to suppress his pleasure, making sure i was okay before anything.
"you feel s-so good" he breathed out, dropping his head to the crook of his neck.

as he continued to grind down into me, his lower abdomen brushed against my clit continuously, making me push my hips up to him.
"you can go a bit faster" i said to him, a grin spread across both our faces.

he situated himself accordingly, before pushing into me a fair bit harder, a harsh sound leaving my throat accidentally.
"shit" he stopped for a moment, watching my reaction, before continuing this movement. and god nothing had ever felt so good.

my hand clasped onto his shoulder, bringing his chest firmly against mine. one of his arms was bent beside my head, holding him up, the other gripping my hip as he plunged into me.

"oh my god" i panted out, my eyes squeezing shut to the sensation.
"tell me how you want it" he said, a smirk on his face as he watched me fall apart beneath him.
"just like this, this is p-perfect" my nails dug into his shoulder, my lips parting as small sounds slipped out.

i felt my stomach tighten like a knot was about to break.
"JJ- fuck" i moaned out, sounding louder than i intended.
"close?" he asked me, trailing his lips against my skin, hearing his soft grunts in my ear.
"so close" i held him close to me, as i came close.

his free hand slipped between our bodies, rubbing slowly on my clit, in contrast to the speed of his body.
"JJ-," my breath was caught in my throat as i felt my legs subtly shake and my thighs tighten around his body.

a wave washed over me, squeezing my eyes shut and unable to escape a word. i felt JJ's hips stutter above me a soft groan leaving his lips as he stilled inside of me.

we both panted heavily, retrieving from our highs. he rolled off of me, laying down facing the ceiling. i felt empty, it was weird.

i turned my head to face him, a grin on both our faces. he pulled me over to him, wrapping me in his arms.
"you did great Kie" he said, kissing all over my face as i giggled.
"not too bad yourself" i teased, tickling him all over.

i love this boy.

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