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CHAPTER FIVE

Chapter Five

Cancelled Breakfast and a Confession

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I drop my clothes onto my bed and hold my hand out for Asmodeus to take which he does straight away. I led us down the hall towards my bathroom which was small and cosy just how I liked it. I switch on the shower waiting for it to heat then I slowly and teasingly slip my panties down my legs. I feel his heated gaze burning into my ass as I step out of the garment, unclasping my bra and removing that from my chest, freeing my breasts. My nipples peek at the cold air before I step into the warm water letting out a soft hum at the feeling against my skin. A pair of strong arms wrap around my waist moments later generating a chuckle to escape my lips "It's taking everything in my being to not bend you over and drill the life out of you" his husky voice whispers into my ear. A sudden familiar heat manifests in my core as I let out a sigh of need.
"Don't say things like that if you don't plan on acting on them" I mumble trying to catch my breath and control my heartbeat that is rapidly hammering inside my chest. I turn around in his arm so I can face him, our eyes capturing each other instantaneously as I forget our surroundings once again. The world melting away as we hold each other in our gaze, I cannot describe the feeling but since meeting him last night there has now formed this strong undeniable pull to him that I don't think I'll be able to get rid off, "kiss me" I mumble unable to resist this urge anymore.
"Don't have to ask me twice" he chuckles softly as those delicious plump pink lips capture mine. My eyes close the second we kiss as my hands find their way to his muscular biceps, clawing gently at the skin that covers them. That action in itself creates a groan to rumble through the kiss as our tongues make their way into each other's mouths battling for dominance that I so quickly give up. His large hands slither down from my waist to my arse and in one swift movement my legs wrap around his waist as my arms secure themselves around his neck, my hands tangle in his blonde locks. Every movement and touch is perfect like nothing could feel more right than us two at this moment so I let myself go, I let myself be present right now, right here with him. I knew what was going to happen inevitably but Asmodeus was addictive, his lips, his hands, his eyes, the way he spoke my name. It is heavenly and a large part of my being keeps screaming at me to give in to just enjoy the now and not worry about the future.

A light nip at my bottom lip tugs me out of my thoughts and back into the present as a soft moan rattle in my throat. "Fuck that sounds so good" he curses in a low husky tone of voice which send shivers down my spine. My core throbbing from just his kiss and his words.
"Keep doing what you're doing and you'll hear it more" I tease in a seductive tone as I jerk at his roots producing a grumble from his lip and a hard spank across my wet ass cheeks.
"All in due time, Princess" Asmodeus growls before his lip attaches to my neck and begins to kiss, suck and scrap his teeth along the skin bringing out more of those sounds he just complimented. Intense heat covers my whole body as my neck tilts slightly allowing him better access. Leaving delicate marks along my pale skin as a loud ringing of what I assume is his phone as I have a set ring tone suddenly fills the space that is my bathroom, "for Christ's sake, I'm sorry Solar but I need to take this" he snarls sourly as he gently put me back onto my feet and clambers out of the shower. A slight frown falls on my lips as my attention changes to getting washed up and ready for whatever the world has planned for me today.

Once I had showered, I sat on my bedroom floor in front of my mirror and blew dry my hair with my towel draped across my lap, leaving my midriff exposed as it was not like there was anything to hide now seeing as me and As have just shared a shower of sorts. I finish the last section of my hair as Asmodeus enters my view after I presume he finished up on the phone with whomever it was that had just interrupted us. I cast my attention up to his face which is plastered with a face I knew all too well as I have seen it multiple times written on Silas's face when he was about to ditch me for a conquest. "Save it..." I state before he could. I cast my eyes back at my reflection in the glass as I knew what had just happened, my bottom lip starting to quiver slightly as my vision declines due to the tears forming.
"Princess, I'm truly sorry. I just have to leave as it business-related. If it - "
"Asmodeus... it's fine, I shouldn't have let myself go. I should have stayed grounded... Well, thank you for a wonderful night and morning. Please close the door on your way out" I gulp down the lump forming as I grab the towel and cover myself completely feeling way too exposed right now in front of him. I watch him walk over to me through the mirror as his expression becomes blank and unreadable.
"Solar, it's about my business. I don't want to leave as I'm enjoying this way too much being here with you... I will make it up to you, Princess and we will finish off where we left off before my incompetent staff interrupted us" he explains as he crouches down behind me and stares at me through the glass as his hand gently begins to caress my shoulders. A gentle press of a soft kiss to the top of my head is felt as I catch him pulling away from me and standing up in one abrupt motion.
"I'm coming back, don't you worry" he whispers, heading toward the bedroom door. I turn my attention back to my hair then out of nowhere my head is tilted back slightly as a pair of soft tender lips press against mine for a brief second catching me completely off guard. We pull away as I blink a few times to register what has just happened, a smile instantly replacing my previous expression within a millisecond.
"I believe you" I declare as he pulls away from me fully for what I'm guessing is the final time before marching straight out of my room. My hand clenches my chest as I slam my eyes close and begin taking in deep breaths to find any possible way to control this reaction of my body, "snap out of it Estelle" I coach myself as unbeknownst to me, my fingers gently press against my tingling and slightly swollen lips. My cheeks heated up the second I caught myself slipping and acting like a teenager who just had her very first kiss. Shaking my head I finish off my hair and start applying a thin layer of foundation to my face as I'm feeling a natural make-up look today compared to the heavy look of last night.

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Staring blankly at my laptop screen, I can't help but praise the gods for whatever just came over me but after having terrible music block for god knows how long now, I've finally finished that godforsaken song that has been haunting my dreams since I started this new track. "FUCK YEAH" I scream at the top of my voice as I place my laptop down and begin to do my happy dance.

Let me catch you up...

After I had done my make-up and got my lazy ass off the bedroom floor, I got dressed and I realised that the entire time since As left I had been humming a melody... the perfect melody for THE track, it only took me so long to notice because idiotically my thought was captivated by a blonde, haired, red eyes demon that has turned my world upside down for the past 12 hours but we digress so I turned on my laptop and let my fingers do the magic and now it's done. It's finished! Finally, it's finished and I can submit it and meet my final extension deadline. I fall back onto my mattress and squeal loudly as my legs begin kicking in pure happiness that I am now one less problem down.

"Awe someone happy to see me" a familiar voice catches my attention causing me to stop instantly as my heart halts in my chest. I sit up and cast my gaze over to the mousy brown-haired man standing in my doorway.
"... Silas... um.. what are you doing here ?" I mutter as I try and struggle to form a coherent sentence. My mind goes blank as I take in his tattered appearance. His usual slick-backed hair is messy and unhinged, and his black skinny jeans, tee and leather jacket are replaced with grey sweats and a baggy hoodie. My heart cracks at the sight of him as the memory of last night bursts into my mind. I mentally curse myself for forgetting that had happened as I was so caught up in Asmodeus that I utterly forgot about Silas and his declaration of his love for me.
"I...I wanted to see you, especially after last night"
"Oh... how are you ?" I ask as the awkward tension strangles out the only air left in the room.
"Honestly, not good at all. I messed up and it's all my fault. If I hadn't fucked you off for some random lass then I would have been the one you were kissing in the hallway, the one you took to bed... not him. Solly, I love you. I love you. It took everything in me last night to finally admit that to you but once I said that I watched you zone out and not register anything I said after that so I just wanna say it again so you know... I want you... only you... I, Silas Vagurd want you, Estelle Lockheart to be my girlfriend..."

My mouth drops open as I stare at Silas. My head screams in pure happiness over his confession and his honesty whilst my heart stops working. The two key parts of my body completely disconnected from one another for the first time in a long time. My head is saying stay with Silas, he's familiar and the one we've been pining over for months but my heart is saying take the risk and put everything on the line for the mysterious handsome nightclub owner who keeps your heart racing and your fanny a flutter. Amid my internal dilemma, Silas has taken a seat next to me and is holding my hand between his, looking at me with concern and worry written all over his face.
"It's okay to not have an answer straight away. After everything I have put you through, I wouldn't blame you for saying no and telling me to go fuck myself, Sol. I don't deserve you and I probably never will but I love you and if you don't want to be with me romantically then I still want to be your best friend" he added to my confusion and without even putting two and two together, my body moved on its own and my lips press softly against his chapped ones.

At that moment my mind becomes quiet and finally links back up with my heart. I will always love Silas, he was the one I wanted to be with but since Asmodeus crash-landed into my life last night, I can't shake this feeling that I need to let go of my past with Silas and see where things take me with him. I know it probably won't work out but I have to see where things go. I quickly pull away from Silas and hang my head in regret and shame. "I'm sorry, Silas. I shouldn't have done that but I needed to know if it felt the same... I'm not going to lie to you. I will forever love you that will never change but something is pulling me to Asmodeus... before you even say it I know it's not going to last but for once in my life, I want to do something that I know is dangerous and not safe"

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A/N

Here is chapter five, this is the last chapter I will be posting as a part of this trial run of this story - Like I said in chapter one, if you like this story then I will continue but if not then I will scap it all together. So please leave a comment and vote so I know what to do.

Love M x