[FORCED MARRIAGE] "do i love you?" - LEE HEESEUNG

Part 5

"Lets eat." said Hyesu as she try cooked the best for her husbands. Heeseung frowned and he shook his head, "Why would I eat with you?" he said while walking away from the door. "I cook special food for you. that's your favorite food"  Hyesu replied with full of hope wanting him to taste the food she cooked. "I don't want to eat your stupid food, go away" he said angrily as he closed his door, leaving Hyesu crying outside of his door.

A few minutes later..

Hyesu brought fried rice into her husband's room. He just glared at Hyusa silently when Hyesu brought the food, he took it and threw it to the trash. "I told you I'm not going to eat your stupid food" Heeseung said angrily while looking at Hyesu coldly. Hyesu shocked. "why are you looking at me like that? do you really expected me to eat the food you just brought? are you that stupid or what?" he said angrily while staring at Hyesu with his eyes filled with hatred.

Hyesu closed her eyes and sigh. She goes back to her bedroom and lock her door. She cried and sobbing hard. Hyesu sat in her room, silently crying and feeling hurt. Her heart aches after hearing what Heeseung said to her. Hyesu can't imagine herself living with him as her husband if he still can't let go of the past.

A few months ago, its finally Hyesu birthday. Hyesu never celebrated her birthday with her parents, she only celebrated her birthday with her grandma when her grandma is still alive. But Hyesu is quite excited because she thinks she will celebrate her birthday with Heeseung this time.

Hyesu call Heeseung because Heeseung is at his own apartment because he hates to see Hyesu's face. "Heeseung, where are you at..?" asked Hyesu. "Im with Jiwoo right now." Heeseung replied. Hyesu felt sad to hear that he is still with Jiwoo. "Can we go out, today?" asked Hyesu again. "So you finally start to talk to me, that's a surprise. And to answer your question, no. I am busy today, I can't hang out with you. I'll tell you if I'm ready to go out later. I'll just say it clearly, right now I have no time for you"  Heeseung said that to Hyesu so coldly. Heeseung actually hates it that he needs to answer Hyesu question  but he just have to since he wants to stay polite with her and he doesn't want Hyusa to think that he is ignoring her.

Hyesu about to cry and her voice starts to crack. "Today is my birthday.. i want to spend time with you." said Hyesu. "Your birthday? So? What did you expect me to do? Buy you a gift? Get you a cake?" Heeseung replied and he sounds like he doesn't even care about Hyesu's birthday, he is so cold with her and she can't even understand him.  "Heeseung really is a cold guy, he just doesn't care about me. I thought marriage is when two people care and love each other, but my husband doesn't care at all. I thought he will give a gift and a surprise for me but no his ex girlfriend is more important than me" Hyesu thought.

"im not expecting too much"

"Then I don't know what you're expecting from me right now. Don't make me feel bad, I just can't care less. I have more important things to do. So don't get your hope up with my words. I am not gonna surprise you with a gift or even a cake so... just don't expect anything from me"

"you really dont have time for me today?"

"So that you can ask me about why I hate you and then start to cry in front of my face? No. I have no time for you. I have an appointment with my ex later, so I can't visit you today and I won't"

"i dont care, i will still waiting for you to come home!"

"Then keep waiting then. Go cry about it like the other days, I'll just ignore you like I always do because I hate hearing your voice. I can't stand talking to you, even in text. I even can't stand seeing your name or looking at your face. You're one of the worst things that has happened in my life" Heeseung hate Hyesu so much that it comes to a point that he can't even stand looking at her. "I think I should just break my phone so that I won't receive any text from her" he thought in his mind

(im sorry if its getting boring i had no idea lol :>)