Live with your childhood best friend, they said! it'll be fun, they said! yeah, it is fun listening to your childhood best friend and his girlfriend every night in his room and then act innocent the next day like they did nothing. meanwhile I'm in m...
"Yunho...can we talk about this when you have clothes on?" He asked looking at the towel around my waist and I huffed rolling my eyes.
"Min, you've seen me over a hundred times."
"Yes, but now is different-"
"Why? Because I know that you are gay now? Or Because I told you that I love you and touch myself to the thought of you?" I asked smirking at him and his face turned red.
"Yunho-"
"Come on, Mingi, touch me. Make my thoughts become reality," I whispered, putting my hands on his shoulders and slowly leaned in before he quickly shook his head and pulled away from me, making me look at him confused.
"No, stop. I'm serious, Yunho. Go get dressed."
"But-"
"No. I don't want to go straight to sex with you...Yunho, I've loved you for a very long time. I don't care that you've touched yourself to me, but we aren't having sex. I want to do things right and start out slow. I'm not going to do with you, what you did with Lizzy. That's not me, so please, go put clothes on and we'll talk after," He said looking at me and I nodded slowly before walking to my room.
Mingi's POV.
I sighed sitting on my bed after he left my room. I meant what I said. I'm not going to spend every night, having sex with him, no matter how much I want it. I can hold myself back, mainly because sex isn't that important to me. Just being with him is. I want to cuddle and hold him. I wanted to kiss him every chance that I get. I want to take him on romantic dates. I...I just want to be with him.
A few minutes later he came back into my room fully dressed and I smiled widely, looking at him as he sat down beside me.
"This better?" He asked looking at me and I nodded smiling widely as I moved closer to him.
"Yes, now it isn't awkward."
"It wasn't awkward."
"Yes, it was."
"I didn't feel awkward."
"I felt awkward."
"Why is that?" He asked smirking as he put his hand on my thigh, moving it upwards and I rolled my eyes, pushing his hand off me.
"You're a pig, and this is useless," I said standing up from my bed and he grabbed my hand, making me look at him.
"No Mingi, wait, I'm sorry."
"Yunho, if we're going to do this, you have to respect me. I don't want to have sex with you for a very long time, I'm not going to be like Lizzy. We won't be having sex every night, I just want to cuddle with you and take you on dates. Yunho, I've liked you for a long time, I want to do this right."
"I know..Mingi, I really am sorry," He said standing up from my bed and wrapped his arms around my neck and I nodded, making him smile and I wrapped my arms around his waist, hugging him and felt him kiss my head, "Hey, you wanna cuddle right now?"
"Yes."
He nodded before pulling away from the hug and laid down on my bed and I smiled, laying down beside him and wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him closer to me.
"Min?"
"Hm?"
"Can I kiss your neck?"
"Yunho-"
"I won't do anything else, I promise. I just want to place soft kisses on your neck, to help you relax a bit. I promise," He said looking at me and I sighed before nodding and he smiled widely before kissing my neck softly, "Mingi?"
"Yeah?"
"I want you to know that our relationship will never be like mine and Lizzy's. I also want to do this right, I don't want you thinking that this is a mistake or that I just want you for sex, because I don't and it isn't. Mingi, you mean everything to me, you always have," He said looking at me and I put my hand on the side of his face.
"Yunho," I said, turning onto my side and moved a bit closer to him, "I know that it won't be, I trust you," I said smiling and he smiled widely.
"Does this mean that we're boyfriends now?"
I chuckled smiling widely and nodded before putting my forehead against his.
"Can I kiss you?" He asked in a whisper tone.
"Yunho, I don't know-"
My eyes widened when I felt his lips on mine and I hesitated for a moment before kissing him back.
I have no idea if I'm doing this right, but his lips against mine right now, felt amazing. The kiss was soft and slow and I felt him smiling against my lips before he pulled away from the kiss and looked at me with a smile.
"Sorry, I just really wanted to be your first kiss."
"That's alright, I...I really liked it. I'm sorry if it felt awkward."
"No no, princess, you were good, it was good. I really liked it a lot," He said making me smile widely and hid my face in the crook of his neck, and heard him chuckle as he rubbed my back.
"Why do you always call me princess?"
"Because you are a princess. You're my princess."
"Does that mean that you are my prince?"
"No, I'm just your puppy," He said making me chuckle and tangle my legs with his and put my head on his chest.
I like this, I'm comfortable. But I'm also scared. I trust him, but how long will this last? I'm scared that he'll realize that this isn't what he really wants, that he doesn't really have feelings for me and just wanted to explore. I really hope that this isn't a mistake, because I really do love him...
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(A/N I'm sorry that it's so short, but I love you all!!)
