𝐑𝐄𝐃 (tom Kaulitz)

𝐗𝐗𝐕

"but she never really quit,"

" she just says she did. "

"what the fuck tom!" I say as he stares, "you could of fucking said something!" I say as I feel myself tear up, "I knew the things people said, yet I fucking defended you, I never believed what they said. and now it turns out I should have believed them!" I say as he just stands there.

"whats her name." I ask him softly, "Liza." he replies, "where's she from?"

"germany."

"does she know about me?" I ask him, "no."

"no?!" I scoff, "god you're pathetic, you had a girlfriend this whole fucking time! and I was your side piece? get out, no im seriously done. I want you gone, don't contact me, dont talk to me again." I say as I sit on the side of the bed.

"casey." he says as he looks down at me, "I was fucking you, I invited you to my concerts, I talked about you to my own brother. I defended you. I thought about having a future with you. even though we never dated. and you had a whole fucking girlfriend, whos literally in the USA and shes been there for about a year. A whole fucking year. i've known you for like 5 months. five fucking months. five wasted months. kay and mason warned me, you know. they warned me. told me to keep away from you. why? because you're a womanizer and a cheater. but I stood by your side. like a fucking dog! I want you gone. dont talk to me ever again! get out."

"cas." he says as I stand and open the hotel door, "no, leave!" I say as he looks disappointed and leaves, he walks down the hallway as I close and lock the door.

Tom had only been here for a week or so, after the concert where the band performed Wicked Games live for the first time he had come seen me, until this morning I found out Tom had a whole girlfriend who was currently in the USA, Liza. I've heard people say that Tom had a girlfriend, but I never really believed them since him and I actually felt real. 

whatever, im like so over him. him and his big ass lies. oh but the sex, the dick. woah.

I grab a towel and decide to take a nice bath to take the thoughts away.

I get out the bath after what seemed to be an hour, I get into some nice silk PJ's, wash my face, turn off the lights and get into bed.

I toss and turn as if I were expecting for my eyes to just shut close and sleep, which I was because, hello, im trying to sleep. yet nothing works, I toss my blanket away from me, then cover myself again, its useless. I decide to call a certain someone.

not tom.

"kay?" I say as I wait for an answer, "cas, whats up?" he asks, "do you mind coming over, I need you." I say kind of mumbling the last part. "shit, yeah, you ok?" he replies, "yeah,"

"never better" I say as he replies with a simple 'great' and hangs up the call.

" 'cause I love to love to love you,"

"I hate to hate to hate you."

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