𝐑𝐄𝐃 (tom Kaulitz)

𝐗𝐗𝐗𝐈𝐈𝐈

"And I tried to hold her
But it didn't really last long"
-,, tv girl, BLUE HAIR

"we're not breaking up, cas." he says his voice stern but soft, "Tom, we have to."

"no, we dont fucking have to. okay? we don't. i'm not breaking up with you."

"tom. please. " I feel tears in my eyes, I didn't want to do this, it felt like I had to.

"we are not breaking up. okay? look at me." he grabs my chin and has me look st him, maintaining eye contact. "we're going to stay together, and we're gonna talk, a lot. we're gonna see eachother when we can. We will grow old together. okay?" he says before letting go off my chin.

"fucking hell cas." I look at him as he turns around and puts his hands on the bathroom counter, he turns back around, "did you loose interest? is it me? is it the sex?" he asks, his expression confused, "no. the sex is great, you're great. you're perfect, I- just I don't think I can do this anymore. us."

"us? you can't what? cas. Can you speak to me! communicate with me! I don't want to break up! Casey. please."

I wipe away the tears that I let slip, I grab his hand and give it a soft kiss, "I love you."

He puts one hand on my cheek, wiping the tears away, "I love you, Casey. Just- Just talk to me. We can do long distance.. we can figure this out." he kisses ny forehead as I let go of his hand.

"listen to me. I'm breaking up with you. Okay? I don't want anything to do with you, I don't like you anymore. I want us to be over. Okay? forget everything." I say as I feel like throwing up, I hate saying this. I love him.

"what the fuck." he says turning around and turning the water on, he splashes his face with water and turns back around. "look at me in the eyes and tell me you fucking mean that, Casey."

I look down and sigh before looking him in the eyes, "I mean it. every word." I bite my lip to stop myself from fucking sobbing.

"fuck you." he says as he opens the bathroom door and walks out. I close the door and lock it.

I felt trapped, like I was stabbed multiple times and thrown in here to die. I let myself cry.

I sit on the floor and I notice something on the floor beside the sink, a bracelet.

I pick it up and it had a C charm. I knew it was Toms. I stare at it for a few minutes before putting it in my purse.

I get up and wash my face, I dry my face and hands  and unlock the door before opening it and walking out, turning the light off of course.

ꕥ

"are you ready?" says Mason as he puts our bags inside the taxi, we all nod. Tay walks up to me and hugs me, "are you okay?" he asks as I hug him back, "im okay."

he pulls away but rests his hands on my shoulder, "I talked to.. him. He didn't say much but he said a lot. he looked sick." he says with a sad expression, I felt bad. very bad.

"I'm sorry. come on." he says.

we make our way to the car, kayden gets in last as he was smoking a cigarette.

It was an hour drive to the Airport. The man helps us with our bags as we get out. "thank you! have a good day." I say as he hands me my bag.

He says goodbye before driving away, we make our way inside the airport.