She's on the loose

chapter 2

Freya got home sometime in the early hours of the morning still frustrated and still confused.
"I just don't get it!" She called out to herself as she walked inside her house. She was pacing her bedroom, thoughts racing around in her brain.
"I could have anyone." She thought.
"No one's ever been able to resist me before." Another thought.
"Why do I even care so much?" She questioned herself.
"Why wouldn't he look at me?" Another question, and it started to spiral from there until she let out a scream as she picked up her lamp and threw it against the wall, watching as it shattered into a million pieces, so beautifully, almost as if a million diamonds were falling to her floor. Somehow she felt worse though.
"What am I doing? This isn't me."
She started to pick up the bigger pieces as she knelt by the mess when a knock on the door made her stop what she was doing.
"Dawn!" Freya exclaimed happily as she opened the door pulling the other girl into a tight hug and dawn laughed as she looked around.
"Uhm..what happened?" Dawn asked as she pointed to the mess.
"Oh..it was nothing, you know me I just got a little too into my head is all."
Dawn shook her head and helped me clean it when she got a funny smile on her face.
"So...how did it go? I need details girl! Was he cute?" Dawn was excited about the fact her best friend was going to be in a big celebrity's music video. Dawn wasn't a boy band type of girl, but right now? She didn't care. I however knew exactly who he was, to a point of course. I knew a few songs, and I liked them but that was it. I never realized that he would be that...intense though.
"Freya...!" Dawn called out waving her hand in front of my face. I giggled.
"Sorry Dawn, it was great and aloot of fun, and yes he was so hot to be honest but he didn't even look at me." I didn't even realize I was pouting as I said that until Dawns next words hit me.
"And your upset about this because for once a man isn't falling to the ground praising you and worshipping the ground you walk on?" She laughed her words dripping in sweet honey sarcasm.
"Oh shut up! It's not like that it's just easier for me to get who I want is all, and you make it sound so bad it's not like I'm with a ton of people I've only had one boyfriend!" I defended myself.
"Honey not you, I'm talking about the men. They treat you like a piece of meat for lunch, but then make you feel good about it because they're giving you their praise and love." Dawn said as she tried to explain. I knew she was right, men treated me like property, not a woman. I hated it to be honest.
"But I think what makes you mad the most is the fact that you finally found someone you want, which would be our dear niall you met last night, and they aren't interested in you or even blinded, they ignored you. They didn't swoon and fall, they didn't even give you a glance, and I think that makes you want him more, just because you can't have him." Dawn said. And damn did she know how to hit some things right on the nail.
"Okay yes, but I've never felt like that before. As soon as he walked in he had my attention, and he was so so hot and then he couldn't even look at me or say anything, but right before he saw me I saw him, and those eyes..just for a half a second our eyes met and I felt this almost lightning bolt go through me. Everything was so much more beautiful and happy." I let out in about two breaths. Dawn looked at me for what seemed like minutes when it was really only a few seconds.
"Girl it sounds like you found your soulmate." Dawn replied to me.
"Oh come on! That's a children's fairytale! Everyone knows there's really no such thing as soulmates, love at first sight, nothing." I defended.
"Uh-huh okay girl." Dawn said.
They sat and watched supernatural for a while before Freya and Dawn fell asleep.
When Freya woke up, dawn had went home and she had one voice-mail on her phone. She got up getting ready for the day while listening to the message when she stopped everything as her eyes went wide. She had been called back to do yet another music video with niall. She couldn't believe it! She had thought for sure after last time she'd never see him again, I mean he wouldn't even look at her. She was shocked, yet so very excited. It wasn't for another two weeks though so for now she'd just have fun and forget about it. When she finished getting ready, she grabbed her purse and made her way to the pub. Freya was meeting a couple of her friends there to celebrate and party and Freya loved the idea of being able to show off for strangers attention. It sounded bad, but she never did anything, she just loved the attention from her being herself. When they got to the pub, they immediately downed a couple shots of vodka to get started when one of their favorite songs came on and they all went to the middle of the floor to dance. People immediately started to divert their attention to the small group of young girls dancing in the middle of the pub, but the girls didn't mind and neither did the others. Freya like usual quickly became the main attraction only this time People were starting to recognize her from the music video and were quick to record and surround her.
Niall being away at the end of his tour saw the video the next day and once again decided he was going to win her heart and make her his. He didn't know what it was, there was just something about her. Niall always got what he wanted.