Late night poems

fuck you

i don't think you realize how bad you hurt me

the night i was told i was in the wrong for something that i was trying to put behind me

i itch and twitch and try to forget

but those words you had said keep ringing in my head

you say that she was giving her 100%, and saying that i'm not doing the same is insulting

i am trying to give my all with what mental strength i had left

yet you say i was insensitive for not telling her what i held in the past

i screamed and cried trying to understand

why you and her left me alone to fend for own land

i hate you for leaving me alone, blaming me for something i was not ready to share

yet you tell me if i don't, i was in the wrong , only confirming those horrible thoughts i have to bare

i wished that night id disappear knowing that i was in the wrong and you hating me for hurting someone else you loved

but i know deep down you only know how to protect her for me, someone else you also love