He Hates Me Or Does He?

PART 16 : SWEET LITTLE REVENGE.

Rich people really think they have all of it. But what they really don't know is only if one day they will be devoid of all the money they have collected, the world would love to eat them alive. And I would eat even the bones of this man sacrificing my vegetarian self if the world one day would come down to that.

What does he really think of himself I wonder every second now?

I start running towards my library. I just want to take all my stuff and rush to my room. But even my room smells of his money and his privilege.

I reach the library and Rupal is already working there. She notices me.

"What's up with you? Why are you sweating so much." She asks.
" Nothing much. It's just Vihaan." I say
" Vihaann Sirrr you mean?" She says.
" Sir my foot. My valley won't call them sir if they will have the freedom to." I snap.

" Well I feel you should have kept your feelings to yourselves. Now it's just really messy. Everyone just talks about it." She says.
" Talks about what?? You know?." I ask shockingly.
" Most people do. You have a thing for Vihaan and we all have an idea about that." She says innocently.
"NOOOOOOO!!!! I DON'T HAVE A THING FOR THAT LITTLE MONKEY IN THIS VINTAGE ZOO" I say with loud voice.
" Jeezz calm down Anika. " She says trying to hush me down.

" Well that's what most people say that you like him so much. And to be honest it was visible to many too. The way you try to be at front and also your interest in this place." She says.

Oh my god the fetish for this library has turned out to be the fetish for him it seems in front of people because apparently no one can love library or books except that richie rich.

" What else do they think? Tell me all of it?" I ask sitting down.
" I guess it all started when you fought and were so eager to get that one book from Vihaan Sir's shelf through Abhi sir."
" What? The little life you mean. "
" yea I don't know but yea that looked way too eager. And Abhi sir might have told this to Vihaan in a other way round. He told him in front of me that you just wanted that book at any cost. And it turned out Vihaan Sir was about to complete that book. So he manipulated the story in a way where it might have looked like you are acting desperate so that you can impress... "
" Stop Rupal. Please stop. My ears will bleed. I will kill that Abhi. Why is he a big gali ki aunty bro?". I say

I don't want to hear this story. Seems like all people want to do is get into personal lives and make rumours about them. They have turned every little part of me in their ways. At this time, I would like to just follow my ideals. Let the people think like they do.

Rupal takes a leave since she's really tired. I start leaving too after taking a good look if everything's clean. I see that there's a rusty book kept on Vihaan's table. The office has no Glass boundaries as of now.

I go there to take a look since it looks like some old manuscript. And to my surprise, it's Vihaan's personal diary. My godd !! I don't even think of anything and start going through the pages. He writes. He has written his feelings, poems, anecdotes, story of his life's moments, about his mother. I got to know that Vihaan's mother left his father and got divorced.

I start rushing through the pages. And I come through this one poem where Vihaan has written some dead sadly things of how his life is an unfulfilled one even after he has everything. There are zillions of reasons written with one on how he couldn't understand his mother's pain. What his friends expect of him and what he expects from them? I have not read something this deep from such a good time. He's a good writer it seems. The way he has put his feelings with less words but deep shit. Mann this man is really one hell of a thing. I feel sad for him but should I?

What has he done to me? Should I just leave him like this? I don't want to let my intrusive thoughts win but I will. I don't really want to be the sweet little woman anymore. This man has confirmed to people of my shitty character. I really want to let him know how it really feels when somebody makes a joke out of one's misery.

I tear two pages from that diary one with the poem and one another and slide the diary under the desk so that he won't get to know. I know being an insider that the cameras don't really work inside yet. They are all yet to get started and in this library, they haven't even been fixed yet.

I am questioning myself is this even me? But I am tired of being used. I don't want to be that bigger person anymore. What did I do to deserve such betrayal, such shame. Let the shame come now when I actually do something.

They won't find out a thing since there was an open library programme today and zillions of people came here to take a look. I rush outside the library and check if there are people anywhere.

In front of the public library gate, there's a big notice board. I plan to stick it there.  There are barely any people here since everybody is enjoying their delicious grand dinner. I take out two pins and stick it on the notice board. It's done. Now it's time for people to check it here. I put it right besides the poster saying " WELCOME MY CLOSED ONES" page.

The dopamine is kicking in inside me. I must be a psychopath to do such a stupid thing but do I want to take a revenge. The answer is yes. Plus it's not even that big of a deal. Now Vihaan enjoy your The little life alone. I really don't want to read it anymore.

For a safety check, I go upstairs to check if the TV works. And to my relief, it does not. It's all black. The cameras haven't started yet. I know that the engineer will come on Tuesday since he has scheduled it with Abhi sir.

I rush to my room since I want to look like I have already gone to sleep. I know Rupal will say that I went to sleep with her since I told her that I'll come behind you after closing my PC.

I reach my room safely and start unchanging. I get ready to sleep. I can hear that the family members have started arriving this building as they must have their room booked here. I come outside my room to have a check.

I can see that on the second floor, Vihaan and Ahana are talking, smiling and laughing. My room is on the third floors so the view is always pleasant. Ahana notices me and starts waving at me hurriedly. I wave back. She starts coming at my direction and I feel anxious. Why the hell she is coming here ?

She arrives on the third floor and comes up to me.
" Hey you look cute". She says
" thankyou ma'am. I was just going to sleep." I inform.
" Hey I am really sorry for what happened. Vihaan will apologise to you pakka. I explained to him everything and he do feel guilty. Do you mind coming downstairs now?" She asks.
" uh no ma'am. It's completely alright. I am not dressed so can't come today but I will for sure." I say.
" Oh wait." She dials Vihaan's number and gives the phone to me.
Vihaan turns sideways to take a look at us from the second floor and lets out a weak smile. " Uh Anika. I take my words back. A big misunderstanding right there. I am sorry." He says softly.

What the fuck have I done. " Uh it's alright sir. I might have gotten hurt but now I am fine. Good night". I say
" Good night". He puts the phone down.

" See you later Anika. You are such a sweetheart. Bye bye see ya." says Ahana cheerfully.

Only I know now what I have done. Whatever might be the case, I have to defend myself now. Thank god I did not think of something worse. I just wish I don't get caught. I know I won't. Vihaan is already realised his mistake so blaming me for something wrong again is not something a smart man would do. I think to myself.

I hope my sweet little revenge remains sweet to me.