I envy those who are better than me and that's a fact. I am envious of those who are at the top. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I feel my soul burning inside of me, turning each and every part of my organs into ashes, slowly decaying into madness. The devil inside of me is speaking.. laughing loudly and torturing me with this fire inside my body. How inferior I am. Inferiority is the only thing that I'm good at and the devil's using it to kill me, drowning me in my worthlessness, an endless amount of despair in my chest. No matter how hard I try.. no matter how hard I torture myself or those nights that I was slowly killing each and every part of me all in the name of greatness.. was never enough. Maybe the devil was right. No matter how hard I try.. I will always be inferior to those around me.
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A Decade Of Torture
Random"These journal entries.. they're.. something else. Inhuman, abnormal, absurd, insanity.. and despairing." TW: May contain disturbing content including thoughts, torture, violence etc. Enjoy! (◕‿◕✿)
