A Decade Of Torture

#7

I will always be alone. In this world full of life, of breathing humans, of actual beings that have a beating heart.. I am all alone. Even in death, I will still be alone.. no, not just me, every single one of us were meant to be individuals. Once we die, what's after death is nothing but a blank space, dark and with no life at all. You can't even hear your own heartbeat. It hurts.. it hurts to know that someday I will forget about everything and become alone. It hurts to be this lonely. It hurts to have nothing. It hurts not being able to belong to someone or something. Loneliness is what we are all destined to and it's scary. 

I'm horrified.

I'm terrified.

I'm scared to be alone.