Psycho

Chapter 12

   Her

Nia POV

I stared at Aleksandr as he slept on the chair next to the bed . He had a navy blue NY baseball cap covering his face and he sat slumped on the chair .

" if there's anyone who could get up from this it's you "

I had never had anyone describe me in such a manner . It made me believe in myself and who I could potentially be .

Although the pain I feel will not be forgotten but he makes it less painful . He pushes it to the back of my mind

It didn't take him long to wake up from his sleep . Maybe it was because he felt I was staring at him a little bit too hard

He stretched his arms over his head and the black fitted Simpson a shirt he wore rode up a little showing a little of his hard abs and the v line that led to his trousers .

I wonder how big his di-...

No I couldn't be thinking of such not after what happened

My face flamed and I looked away from him staring at the white walls to the side of the room and the blue roses he has bought me yesterday

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I looked toward the door as it opened revealing blue flowers held by olive skinned rough hands .

My eye brows furrowed in curiosity and I stared into his deep brown eyes as he moved the flowers away from his face

" these are for you стрекоза"

He handed them to me and for a second his fingers lingered on my hands as he handed them to me and a chill ran up my spine

" I've never seen blue roses before " I said in a whisper admiring how the roses were opaque and dark blue in the bottom petals but them dulled to a more turquoise colour at the top

" they're beautiful, thank you " I said looking up at him to find him staring back at me

" I chose them because I thought they reflect you "

Raising an eyebrow I asked " how so ? "

Raising a hand to my cheek he trailed his finger underneath my jaw and I held in a shiver

" I saw it as the dark blue represents your inner beauty and the lighter one your outer beauty . Though they are different intensities they blend so well . Into a ethereal beauty . That's exactly how I see you Nia . The inside might be darker but you are no less beautiful to me "

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"стрекоза ?"

I turned to look back at him

" how are you feeling today ?"

I shrugged my shoulder and stared at my hands

" not very different Aleksandr . I'm still in pain . Physically , mentally and emotionally . It hurts "

He hung his head and tightened his fists in his jeans and sat in silence for a bit

Clearing his throat " I won't be here for a while стрекоза , I have some things to sort out "

I had only nodded my head . I had no right to ask him of his whereabouts and why would he leave me . I was not his women

He stood up from his chair and leaned over me with his hand bracing on the railing of the medical bed .