Chapter 1

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"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN YOUNG LADY?"

I just looked at him

"WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHERE YOU WERE? YOU FREAKIN MUTE"

my dad slapped me and I whimpered.

GO TO YOUR ROOM, AND DONT COME OUT"

I nodded, and ran upstairs to my room.

As you can probably see I don't Talk, I'm what you call a mute. I stopped talking after my mother died of cancer 3 years ago.

The year my mother died was one of the worst years of my life, I did have a boyfriend at the time. His name was Aiden, when I first started dating him everything was perfect and we dated all throughout high school, but then he started going to parties more, getting addicted to drugs and alcohol, and he started becoming abusive, when I didn't do what he would tell me to do, he'd hit me. He tried getting me to sleep with him, but I refused, that was probably the worst beating.

After my mom died, my dad turned to alcohol to take the pain away, then he pretty much became an alcoholic, you see my mom is what was keeping this family together, me and my dad used to be so close, but then everything changed.

Even before my mom died, my life still wasn't perfect, I was bullied at school a lot, I never had any friends, every time I thought I had a friend they would just stab me in the back and humiliate me in front of the whole school, I was miserable at school. I was pretty much a loner my whole life. During that year I was diagnosed with Depression.

Having a whole bunch of friends and being dumped by the first boy who ever loved me, its hard for me to trust anybody, its hard to let anyone in, I just feel that everyone is out to get me, that nobody loves me, I'm unwanted and unloved. I mean who would want to love a girl who doesn't talk and is depressed? Who would want to love a Freak.

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