My Sister's Babysitter

Love & Lust

Previously

"Yes, mam." And he kissed me again. This time, I felt a thousand different things when he did. Happiness. Reassurance. Gentleness. Appreciation. And so much love.
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Continued

Tae POV

I released her lips and leaned my forehead to hers, my eyes closed. I loved this feeling. The feeling of her fingers in my hair, the feeling of my hands resting on her waist and the feeling of me still inside her. It was so amazingly calming. And only she could make me feel this way. No one else. Only her.

The thought made me wrap my arms around her back to hold her closer. For some reason, I suddenly felt so... possessive over her. "Mine." The word slipped out accidentally, in a quiet whisper.

I heard her giggle then felt her peck my lips, making me open my eyes.

"All mine." She whispered back, pulling my head closer against hers.

I smiled, loving how she reacted to my possessive word with two more possessive words.

Her smile disappeared and she looked at me in an almost apologetic way. "We have to get back out there, you know." She whispered, her fingers moving on my scalp.

"I don't want to." I whispered back as I pulled her closer, my eyes pleading with her sorry gaze.

"Me either, but, you know life isn't exactly fair." She shrugged and pursed her lips.

I laughed softly at her amusingly and sadly true statement. I nodded and sighed a little dramatically. "Life's a bitch."

"Oh no, the bitch is in that hall at the bar." I could hear some jealousy in her tone which made me laugh.

"Right. How could I forget?" But really, how could I? And now I had to go back to the bitch? I had to leave my girlfriend to go to her? Life really is a bitch. And Areum too.

Shrugging off the thought for now, I focused on pulling out of Y/N as slowly and gently as I could. Hurting her was now something I couldn't bear to do.

We both readjusted our clothes before I opened the stall door. I held her hand as we left the bathroom and I almost bumped into Jimin when we did.

"Taehyung," he looked at me a little concerned at first but then he seemed a bit uncomfortable. "So I assume you're okay now?"

Oh right, Y/N and I weren't quiet. Oops. "Yeah," I turned back and saw her blushing. "Completely fine."

"Perfect. Let's get back to the hall then." Jimin quickly turned around and led the way back.

I felt Y/N's hand suddenly pull away from mine and I looked back at her, confused and a little hurt.

"Your family doesn't know, remember?" She smiled sadly at me. I hated it when she did that.

I nodded and stuck my hands in my pockets, fighting the urge to grab her hand again.

As soon as we entered the hall, I saw Areum still at the bar. She was looking around, probably for me.

"Still need our help with that thing?" Jimin hooked a thumb over at her as he looked at me.

My eyes left Areum and travelled to where Jungkook and my sister sat. They were laughing at something hysterical Jungkook had said. "No." I simply walked ahead of them and they just followed.

Areum caught sight of me passing her. "Tae, baby, there you a-"

I didn't even bother waiting for her to finish as I continued walking until I reached Jungkook and Seo's table. "Mind if I join?"