Bright stars for us || minsung [on hold]

🌟4. New (rock)star🌟

AN: I wrote this all during class again bc I'm bored 😑
Tw: flashbacks to the bathroom in chapter 1 and blood
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(Jisung POV)

I slipped out of bed when a sudden whip of cold air hit me. It was the beginning of autumn and things started to get cool and my birthday was around the corner too. After having that talk with my friends and chan about Minho I was told to head over to chans.

I didn't know the exact reason he said he has someone I should meet? Someone too add to the group so we can all make music together? Making music wasn't my main job, it was just a hobby. I worked at a small comic book story right across the street from my apartment.

Stumbling into my bathroom with messy blonde hair that needed to be re-dyed. I held onto the door knob then the sink. A pale white, dead looking ghost with dark circles and rosy cheeks stared into the mirror. I held onto the sink looking back and forth from the sink then the mirror.

There I was standing in the bathroom once again. My vision started getting dizzy. I felt the world spinning as I recalled what happened last night. Everything was shaking.

I turned to the door and my mind suddenly started to play what happened, me sitting on the floor behind the door with a blade in my hand, red lines over the healed old ones, blood covered the floor and towels. It was like I lied there while the blooded painted me like a blank canvas.

Blood, blood, blood that was all I could hear,see,smell. The room started to shake as it flooded with dark red, iron smelling liquid. It was thick, like a maroon river that flowed effortlessly though the room.Blood gushed with sickening determination from my body. It was like my own heart was chasing to pump it from my body.

My chest started to feel like it was closing in on itself, my breathing started to speed up, I felt my legs go weak as I fell onto the floor once again.

I saw the blood flooded room, then my normal bathroom, then the scene from last night. Those three moments keep replaying and switching. I sat against the door and pulled my knees into my chest as I tried to calm down. The scenes started to slow down and the switch was slower as they faded away.

I was once back in reality. I washed up and brushed my hair. I put on some concealer to cover up my dark circles so I liked not completely dead.I changed into a hoodie and sweatpants. I didn't feel like putting in contacts so I put on my glasses. I put on some converse and grabbed my bag. I locked my apartment door as walked down the stairs to head over to Chan's.

I saw the local cafe shop a street over from Chan's place. I walked in, stared at the menu picking up a few drinks for me and chan. I also got some cheese cake for me and 2 other simple cakes for chan and the new person. I wasn't sure what the new people liked but you can never go wrong with a simple vanilla cake.

My anxiety rose a bit as I moved closer and closer to the counter. The edge of my hoodie sleeve and my hoodie string was in my hands as i messed with them to calm me down.

"Umm... I'll take a Americano, 1slice of cheesecake, and 2 slices of vanilla cake" I heard the cashier hum in response as he nodded his head. I looked at the name tag and realised it was a kid from my school.

"Okay that's will be $24.67 you can wait over here jisung"

"Okay thank you mark" I nodded my head as I paid for my things and moved over to the other counter to wait for my drink and food.

Soon enough I got my stuff and left for Chan's house. It was still kinda hot outside but u felt the breeze around me. I saw people walking around I saw the little comic book store I work at and the cat cafe a couple of stores down. I've always wanted to go but never went.