My Sunlight (On-going)

1 - MY ELENIA

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ALORA'S POINT OF VIEW

"You don't heal if you keep pretending, Alora. You will never forget if you keep acting like this. Please Alora ganito na lang ba palagi." I knew she's mad at me. Everyone is mad at me, nothing new. I didn't ask for any of this to happen.

"Don't you feel sorry for yourself? It's not your fault that..." Before she could finish her sentence, I interrupted her.

"AERINE!!" I called out her name sharply, giving her a cold stare. She averted her gaze.

"Alam natin lahat na ako ang dahilan. P-pero p-please, just leave me alone. Hayaan niyo na lang ako hindi niyo ko maintindihan." I stared at each of them one by one, then quickly left her condo and hurriedly left the place.

It's been three days, three weeks, three months, three years? It has been three years of mourning for the loss of Elenia. It still feels fresh, alive within me. I may have survived, but the one person who gave me a reason to continue in this dark and pointless life is gone. How? How can I forget? How can I move on with my life without her?

"ALORAAAAAA" Here they are again.

"What?" I asked them disinterestedly.

"Where are you going?"
"Hindi mo naman ginusto diba?"
"Are you going home?"
"Are you okay, Rara?"
They bombarded me with questions one after another. I simply nodded

"Hmm I'm okay" And continued walking.

"You're not okay, Reilly, and you will never be okay." He already knows why he's asking?. It's just repeating over and over. They should just leave me alone.

"You already knew, all of you, but it's always like this. Do you think I wanted this?" I angrily said to them.

"Alora, sorry." I suddenly stop. Here we go again, the same old apologies.

"Sorry for what Mom said," her voice trembling with each word.

"Hmmm," was my only response.

"I'll go ahead. Thank you for waisting your time. I know you're still mad at me. I'm so sorry" No. I can't afford to be weak in front of them.

I almost gave up.
I almost end everything.
I almost left.

I felt that the world was against me. I felt everyone is turning their back on me, I am left with nothing even myself. All the things I could think of already ran in my head betrayal, anger, distress, and anxiety. I am lost. I am nothing.

Believe me. I almost left and not see the dawn again.

This is how I've been feeling since Elenia's left me.