i know its not real, but just having the feeling of MAYBE he is and were all just tryna cover up because were to scared to accept it. but i cant see why it would be real nothing like tjat should exist in this world, it doesn't make sense at all. i need to rid this obsession i have. i know its not real but my mind keeps playing tricks saying it is. but it cant be.
i dont want to accept it, it wont be possible. i may like all these pictures and videos but i really cant accept the fact it may be real. i mean i know it isnt but i just cant shake rhe feeling nor thought.
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01/11/24
