𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋

Forever and A Day

I like watching the stars disappearing in nothingness with the rising rays
I makes me believe that nothing gonna last forever no matter how perfect it is
But also it doesn't mean thats what comes next is any less pretty
Just like that memories are seldom
Those are good to hold on to but there are some we need to let go but remember the lesson they taught
Just like all things truly wicked starts from innocence
Broken minds cant be mended
To show them the lights one must endure the burning
Because the marks they leave are often too scars
And these scars had a telltale nobody wanted to hear
And it brings numbness and hardship alongs
And then its not screams but the silence that become ones best friends
There was a time then when i hate myself for being me
The world is full of suffering it is also full of overcoming of it i heard
So I didn't needed someone to pull me out of the abyss life throw me in ,
i just needed someone to hold my hand and say its just gonna be okay someday
And I didn't need anyone to fix me ,
i just wanted someone to tell me
I could do it much better myself
And then love came alongs as a elixir of life
Causing both hurting and healing
And i was most alive in love
And it changed me but nothing of good
Because its was not love that was tragic
it was wrong person on the right time
But loving him became my favorite thing
And habits are hard to let go specially the bad ones
But like always it important to remember when to let go
And now suddenly seeing stars didn't make me dream anymore
And sunlight didn't smelled of hope
Alas in end i was just a mere human drunk on the idea of love
That love and only love can heal my brokenness
Because grief at its worst was unreal
So i became a reason i can feel seen , heard, welcome, loved , valued and supported.
At last I was lost in love with myself
I saw a glimpse of my own paradise
Free as a wind as i give myself wings to fly
I felt I could stay by by side by myself
In love forever and day